As a mummy, we needed much more strength then we could ever imagine.

We needed more strength to look after our children when they are sick.
We needed more strength to be there to nurse our children's wounds when they fall.
We needed more strength to chase our children down the walkway when they decided to runaway from us.
We needed more strength to carry them in our arms when they are tired.
We needed more strength to wake up in the middle of the night and stumble to the kitchen to make milk for them when they are hungry.
We needed more strength to teach them when they are wrong.
We needed more strength to guide them through their lives.
We needed more strength to cheer them on when they are sad or fail.
We needed more strength to play with them when they are bored.
We needed more strength to read for them during bedtime.
We needed more strength to praise them when they attain a new milestone

Some says mothers have amazing powers and I start to believe it now tat I am one. I never knew I could do it sometimes but I manage to pull through everytime, but it really could be a "hair pulling" stituation sometimes.

Last Saturday, my friend offered me a concert ticket to a concert which I have been wanting to watch so much. I was so happy when he told me and I hurry call my mum to ask her if she could help mi with the girls for the night. My mum kinda of used a few excuses and told me "if you can go with a peace of mind then go ahead". Upon hearing that, I decided not to go. I am really sad tat I cried when I talk to hubby moments later. I do not blame my mum for not looking after the kids for me, however if I were to insist on going I know that she will look after for me, AND its not her responsibilities to look after the kids for me. They are my kids, my responsibilities, I should be the one looking after them but sometimes I really hope to take a break........when my mother quoted that phrase to me, I was heartbroken.....and I know I would probably not ask my mum for help anymore, am not blaming her but just disappointed with her reply. Well this is about the sacrifaces you have to make when you are a mother.

Sometimes ppl will tell me, though you are a mother you should have your own time too. Well, who doesn't wan to have their own time if they could? I really envy ppl who had parents that could help them with their kids and they could have couple time every now and then but sad to say I am not 1 of them. Both hubby's parent and my parents believed that they had done their job raising all of us and now its time for them to sit back and relax, I do not blame them cos I think they were right about what they said so we could only rely on ourselves.

I love my kids, they are my everything, they are the love seeds which we have planted and are blooming now. I will use all my strength and love to protect them and nurture them till they are old enough to venture out on their own. Even then, i believed that I will still be their shade, to shield them from rain and storm.

Every morning when I wake up, I will tell myself its a brand new day, my kids are now another day older, I can do it, I will do it. Just have to bite teeth close my eyes tight and soon they will all grow up and I can sit back and relax le. Jia you SHARON YOU CAN DO IT!!!

And these are the time when I told myself 2 is enough.

Want to know when will I want more? See This!

Contradicting? You can say that again.

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