Thursday, November 20, 2008
My hubby is a milkman
well, after the post yesterday hubby and CL came home with my girl. PD called shortly after and informed that Claudia's jaundice level is pretty high n must b admitted to the hospital for triple light. My heart dropped. Why do all my children has jaundice......? I know its pretty common in infants but how come other infant only have to shine for 1 day or even better just sunbath n they are ok le whereas mine has to go under the light.......I cried as I think that I will not see my precious little one for 2 days as earliest discharge would b on friday.
I changed myself n accompany hubby to bring my darling to the hospital. Throughout the ride I held on to her tight. She is such a dainty little girl.....heart ached again as I think of her going naked under the light. Well... its for her good.... reached hospital and I request to breastfeed her again before I leave. I was so sad that I wont be able to breast feed her this 2 days and she wont have any milk. But I am so glad that I have my dear hubby around mi this time. He told me that he will bring down the milk I express for our darling daughter everyday after I express. So after I went home I started expressing and he brought it down for her. Today I was afraid to ask him to do it, as I am scare that he will find it troublesome going down so many times. So i casually asked him n was shocked that he told me he will bring it down. So then he became the milk man for our daughter. He went down to deliver the milk this morning after sending our elder daughter to the nanny. He is also ok of sending mi down after lunch to latch our girl n now he is going down the third time to deliver more milk. He is such a wonderful man..... I love him so....
I guess any father would do it for their precious one but seeing him doing it really meant a lot to me. Well, maybe to me he is a more "chin chye" person and rather let things happen naturally as in there are already milk n the hospital or something n we dun have to go to the extend of sending down the milk. Actually I dun really know how to put it in words of the emotional feelings I am going through now. My hubby is a good father a good hubby, though we like to squabble n quarrel sometimes but I love him dearly. I could never live life without him now. He and our children are my life now.
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Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Every mom has her worries...
Hiya all, couldnt believed tat the last entry that I had entered was in last year christmas.
Well, a year has pass and I have become a mummy again. This time I managed to deliver my 2nd princess natural without epidural. It is a lifetime experience tat I will never forget. At that moment when the pushing came, I realised that I needed my husband so much and depended so much on him. He is like my life bouy, I could never had make it without him (and of cos my gynae, this are the only 2 person on my mind when I am so much in pain. lolx).
Today is day 5 that BB Claudia has arrived and its her first PD appt. She looks a bit yellowish to me. I am really worried, after the first ordeal with Charlene on Jaundice when she is born I really am so scare of jaundice in baby. I really pray hard that Claudia will be alright. Though its just 5 days that she is born I have already grown very attached to her and wan to hold her in my arms every day. I really dun wish to see her under that horrible machine. Please let the natural sun be enough for her jaundice, let her jaundice be super low please.
Being a mummy makes u worry about every single thing. Be is just b a small mosquito bite or an injection u just cant help worrying yourself on every small single thing. Why do asian babies have to be so prone to jaundice.........now I can only pray..........
Oh, and just a photo of my precious no 2 just in case u missed it in my girls's blog. =)
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