Saturday, January 10, 2009

The endless worries about your child started the minute your pregnancy test kit turns positive. The pain of childbirth, the happiness you felt when you hold your child for the first time in your arms, feeling proud when your child starts to flip on their own before their peers, the first toothless smile your child flashes to you warm your heart through n through, panda eyes from night feeds, engorged breast from missing feeds, the love you get when your child hugs you and tell you mummy I love you and loads more will either get you crying like mad, screaming like mad or happy like mad. Yes, no matter what you are feeling you will feel it full blast till you almost go mad. wakkka... hm... so maybe I am already very mad. lolx If you are feeling all this then Welcome to madhood, *gulps* i meant motherhood. =)

I must say that though I might complain tat I no longer able to go to places as and when I like, unable to chiong as and when I like or even unable to sit down and eat my dinner in peace, I am very glad that I blessed with my 2 precious gems. Whenever I am feeling lonely, tired after work or something bad has happened to me, just looking at them makes my day, talking to them will revived my energy, hugging them will make me feel that everything isnt tat bad anymore and world peace... Opps... outta of point. kekek.........

Your birthday wish every year from then on will never change. It's not going to be "I hope to get a gucci bag" or "I wan to strike TOTO this monday" anymore (yeah i know, though deep down u still hope to get it but thats definitely not going to be wat u wish for) but its gonna be "I wish for health and happiness for my family". Everything you do will b on your family. Its that the fate for us women huh? Sometimes I really dun regonise myself. From someone whom is out partying on Saturday nights to someone who is writing in her blog about being a mother is totally different eh. Well.. I guess ppl change, anyhow I also 30 liaos, go out ppl also say mi lao go. But I think I can pass off for lao chio? muahahhahahah..........so better hide at home n write blog la.

hm....its pass 12 am le...... my bed time now is 10pm. Last time when ppl tell mi that they sleep at 10pm I told them that they must b crazy as the night just began at 10pm, now at 10pm I couldnt even open my eyes (well today is exception cos I decide to b a notti girl n sleep late. lolx. *Bleah!*

My mum told me that I am currently leading an auntie life cos I got to look after 2 kiddos, and I dun even have to bother to get CNY clothes just wear t-shirt n shorts like wat I wear at home can le as I must squat up n down, carry my kids so wear nice nice also no use. So bad hor? I can still b harvoc n pretty mummy ma. But actaully hor nowadays u ask mi to wear nice nice put make up go out I also a bit lazy. Before I leave the house I must prepare my elder girl bottle, my younger girl bottle, hot water, diapers this la tat la where got time to ta ban my self? I think really have to wait till they are older before I can have my life back. I called my mum on new year eve and she is going count down with her friends and me? I am home looking after my 2 kids. lolx................tell me about it!!!

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