
Thursday, November 20, 2008

My hubby is a milkman
well, after the post yesterday hubby and CL came home with my girl. PD called shortly after and informed that Claudia's jaundice level is pretty high n must b admitted to the hospital for triple light. My heart dropped. Why do all my children has jaundice......? I know its pretty common in infants but how come other infant only have to shine for 1 day or even better just sunbath n they are ok le whereas mine has to go under the light.......I cried as I think that I will not see my precious little one for 2 days as earliest discharge would b on friday.
I changed myself n accompany hubby to bring my darling to the hospital. Throughout the ride I held on to her tight. She is such a dainty little girl.....heart ached again as I think of her going naked under the light. Well... its for her good.... reached hospital and I request to breastfeed her again before I leave. I was so sad that I wont be able to breast feed her this 2 days and she wont have any milk. But I am so glad that I have my dear hubby around mi this time. He told me that he will bring down the milk I express for our darling daughter everyday after I express. So after I went home I started expressing and he brought it down for her. Today I was afraid to ask him to do it, as I am scare that he will find it troublesome going down so many times. So i casually asked him n was shocked that he told me he will bring it down. So then he became the milk man for our daughter. He went down to deliver the milk this morning after sending our elder daughter to the nanny. He is also ok of sending mi down after lunch to latch our girl n now he is going down the third time to deliver more milk. He is such a wonderful man..... I love him so....
I guess any father would do it for their precious one but seeing him doing it really meant a lot to me. Well, maybe to me he is a more "chin chye" person and rather let things happen naturally as in there are already milk n the hospital or something n we dun have to go to the extend of sending down the milk. Actually I dun really know how to put it in words of the emotional feelings I am going through now. My hubby is a good father a good hubby, though we like to squabble n quarrel sometimes but I love him dearly. I could never live life without him now. He and our children are my life now.

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