Think its been a long time since I cooked at home. After seeing the numerous posting that Min had done on her cooking I think I will post one of mine too. wakakakak.........Decided to cook today as I am on MC. muahhaahah....

Hee hee.....these are all simple fares, I think I got to learn more from Min and cook more often.

Howdy ppl,

Its been a long time since i last blog in my own blog. Well as most of you might have found out that I spent most of my time now doing up my daughter's blog instead.

Every since I became a mother I had lotsa of thoughts going through my mind and had always wanted to put it down but time doesnt seems to be within my control now, and when I had a tiny weenie bit of time I will rather spend it doing my daughter's blog.

Anyway I wonder if there is still anyone who actaully visit my blog now. hahahaha.......well anyway tats not the point, somehow here is for mi to write down my thoughts.

Well wondering whats with the title? Here goes....

Ever since I had Charlene I had been a real shopaholic. Kinda of really over spend n over buy on lotsa of stuff. Sometimes I really wonder if what I am doing is it to satisfy my need when I was a child.

When I was young, there is 3 kids (including me) in my family. My mum was a SAHM, therefore resources is low and we are not able to get everything we wan or need. I love to read and always hope that I have a whole collection of Enid Blyton or whatever fairy tale I could get hold of. But as my mum has only minimal amount to spend for the 3 of us, ussually I an lucky to be able to get a book once a bluemoon. I know that my mum will definitely get everything for us if she could but she has got to think of food n everything too.

Therefore now when I had a daughter of my own I kinda of splurge on her n getting her everything which I find myself missing in my childhood. Toys, books, clothes,playgroup everything u can think of........Well I hope you all will not misunderstand that I had a very deprieved childhood cos I actually had a very good one and actaully I do have wat I need but I think I am just greedy, or probably childhood just seems to pass so fast then I missed it. I hope I am not sounding too contradicting in my posting. It just tat when i was a kid, i already had dreams....I wanted to learn piano, I wanted to learn ballet but I am not able to as these lessons are expensive and waste of money? So now as a mother I hope tat my girl gets to do wat she wans, have what she needs and in years to come wont feel that she missed a certain part of childhood not doing something.

Also as a mum, I start to appreciate my parents more. I find it that its really difficult to be a parent. The huge responsibility that we took up. Sometimes I wonder why did us as kids didnt think that being a parent is hard until we are so old. lolx

Everytime i think of this I will think back when I was a teenager I was really playful and must had broke my parent's heart so many times. Then I will think how will Charlene be when she is older. I guess somehow we got to take things in its own stride. As the saying goes "Whatever will be will be". We can only hope for the best.

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