
Tuesday, November 21, 2006

32 weeks into pregnancy. I am reaching the finishing line of my pregnancy and seeing our little girl soon. Nowadays I am always having mixed emotions. Will I be able to look after our girl by myself? Will I be a good mother? How our girl looks like? Praying everyday that she will have good health and is a cheerful baby. I didnt even think of myself nowadays. Everything is our baby. I think the same goes to my dear too. Is that parenthood? I am so so tired nowadays, didnt want to do anything but laze around. I miss my dear........when he comes back we got lotsa of things to do then. I haven started washing Charlene's clothes. So when my dear back must ask him to wash Charlene's new clothes and bedsheets le, or else Charlene's got nothing to wear le. Guess in another 2 to 3 weeks I got to pack my hospital bags as well. Aiyo......I am so excited and scare now. Dunno how's everything going to change after Charlene's arrival. How's my labour going to be? Will my dear dear be working that day? The more I think the scarier it gets. There are so many question mark in me. I better relax myself and enjoy the rest of this wonderful pregnancy. Luckily I still very good in "zhi wo an wei". or else I think long ago I would have suffer from post natal depression liaos. wakkakakak.........

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