
Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Final Decision
I have finally gotten enough courage and tendered my resignation today to my direct upline. When I pass it to him he was still smiling as I think he didnt expect that I am actually handing him a resignation letter. After he opened it, he totally changed. He kept quiet all the while and didnt even asked me why did I decided to do it. Its pretty scarey. I know he is very angry but he didnt spoke a word. A while later he went to my operation manager and asked him something and turned to me for another question. After that he just blowed up! Whatever.......getting sick of his nonsense already. Promises made but not fulfiled. Things said and 360 degree change. I have only 2 words to say. FED UP! Sometimes I really dun understand if I have problems communicating with him or he has problems communicating with me. argh.............dun wanna tok about it. Even if its just 2 months to bonus time and I haven even gotten myself another job, I still decided to do it cos I JUST CANT STAND IT ANYMORE. As much as I loved my job, this has really made me very demoralised. No increments, heavy workloads, no extra allowance, no benefits and have to keep up with all nonsense. I definitely have 101 reasons to do it. Now I am thinking how should I tell my parents. I guess I better get another job before breaking the news to them or they will start worrying for me again.
Anyway I sneaked out of the office when he visited the gents, he message me soon after and asked me to have a "talk" about my resignation tomorrow morning. His message was "Human are funny creatures" I would want to have a talk with you about the letter tomorrow morning, please come in as early as possible...... Which means tomorrow wouldnt be too good a day for me I guess. If you are thinking why he put "Human are funny creatures", that's because I used to tell him this. I told him human always does funny things once awhile, so we got to understand that. now he is using it back on me. I didnt reply him though, just see whats up tomorrow.
Everyone..........pray for me please.

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