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We Needed more Strength

2009-03-31T12:25:00.006+08:00

As a mummy, we needed much more strength then we could ever imagine.

We needed more strength to look after our children when they are sick.
We needed more strength to be there to nurse our children's wounds when they fall.
We needed more strength to chase our children down the walkway when they decided to runaway from us.
We needed more strength to carry them in our arms when they are tired.
We needed more strength to wake up in the middle of the night and stumble to the kitchen to make milk for them when they are hungry.
We needed more strength to teach them when they are wrong.
We needed more strength to guide them through their lives.
We needed more strength to cheer them on when they are sad or fail.
We needed more strength to play with them when they are bored.
We needed more strength to read for them during bedtime.
We needed more strength to praise them when they attain a new milestone

Some says mothers have amazing powers and I start to believe it now tat I am one. I never knew I could do it sometimes but I manage to pull through everytime, but it really could be a "hair pulling" stituation sometimes.

Last Saturday, my friend offered me a concert ticket to a concert which I have been wanting to watch so much. I was so happy when he told me and I hurry call my mum to ask her if she could help mi with the girls for the night. My mum kinda of used a few excuses and told me "if you can go with a peace of mind then go ahead". Upon hearing that, I decided not to go. I am really sad tat I cried when I talk to hubby moments later. I do not blame my mum for not looking after the kids for me, however if I were to insist on going I know that she will look after for me, AND its not her responsibilities to look after the kids for me. They are my kids, my responsibilities, I should be the one looking after them but sometimes I really hope to take a break........when my mother quoted that phrase to me, I was heartbroken.....and I know I would probably not ask my mum for help anymore, am not blaming her but just disappointed with her reply. Well this is about the sacrifaces you have to make when you are a mother.

Sometimes ppl will tell me, though you are a mother you should have your own time too. Well, who doesn't wan to have their own time if they could? I really envy ppl who had parents that could help them with their kids and they could have couple time every now and then but sad to say I am not 1 of them. Both hubby's parent and my parents believed that they had done their job raising all of us and now its time for them to sit back and relax, I do not blame them cos I think they were right about what they said so we could only rely on ourselves.

I love my kids, they are my everything, they are the love seeds which we have planted and are blooming now. I will use all my strength and love to protect them and nurture them till they are old enough to venture out on their own. Even then, i believed that I will still be their shade, to shield them from rain and storm.

Every morning when I wake up, I will tell myself its a brand new day, my kids are now another day older, I can do it, I will do it. Just have to bite teeth close my eyes tight and soon they will all grow up and I can sit back and relax le. Jia you SHARON YOU CAN DO IT!!!

And these are the time when I told myself 2 is enough.

Want to know when will I want more? See This!

Contradicting? You can say that again.

I must have been c ferazy...

2009-03-11T23:54:00.003+08:00

I think I must have been crazy as suddenly now at this moment (Hopefully only now) I feel like having another bb when my darling Claudia is only coming to 4 months old. wakkak.........WAKE ME UP PPL!!!

Been going through some bb blogs and then suddenly feel like getting preggy again. I must have forgotten the tough 9 months of prenancy again... I needed help....... I really can't afford another one mentally and financially at this moment.

I used to want to have 6 kids at least, but after the 2nd one I felt that I really had enough, suddenly go read ppl's blog and seeing their scans on babies makes me wanna have another. Did I really forget all the pains and aches I had duing then 2nd pregnancy? Did I forget the gestational diabetes i had for every pregnancy which I had to control my diet so badly? The horrible confinement!!! Oh Man! Women are really so forgetful. No wonder my grandmothers each had 11 and 7 kiddos......................

OH ! BTW CLAUDIA FLIPPED TODAY!!! but I missed it, she flipped at my aunt's and did not flip to show me back home as she is tired and fell asleep.....

My Glucose Test

2009-03-06T15:46:00.002+08:00

My glucose test results came back last night, WOo Hoo!!! Everything is fine. I dun even have glucose intolerance like after my first pregnancy, wat a relief! I was pretty scare of this OGTT as I am dreading the results. Kinda of scare that the results might not come back good saying I already got diabetes and stuff thus been postponing the test till the last minute whereby I got to go back to work next week. Thank you god for blessing me. *bai Bai*

Claudia Darling

2009-01-19T16:21:00.002+08:00

So happy that I manage to take a shot of her smiling! Love this pic!

So cute

2009-01-16T15:57:00.000+08:00

I am looking at claudia sleeping in her yao lao with her hands covering her eyes. so cute................

Mei Mei is 2 Months old, 1st 6 in 1 & Rotavirus Jabs

2009-01-14T22:34:00.003+08:00

Mei Mei is 2 months old and went to take her first jab today! She is such a brave girl, she only cry for hm... say 10 secs? kekekek..................I am so proud of you Claudia darling! Oh, Charlene was very brave when she had her MMR last month too. She didnt even cry or say pain. kekek... maybe my children got very thick skin. =p

Mei mei is now 4.9kg and 56.5cm tall. at the 80 to 90th percentile. Way to go mei mei!!!

Spring Cleaning time!!!

2009-01-14T22:22:00.003+08:00

Did a whole lot of washing today. Actually wanted to go shopping the whole day to get my CNY clothes, in the end half way through quarrelled with my dear n ended the shopping early.

When reach home still feeling very pissed, thus change anger to cleaning. I washed (washing maching actaully, keke..think this is the first time my washing machine worked so hard too, I think i at least did 6 to 8 washing) all the curtains and sofa covers today, cleaned the whole fridge, tidied up the kitchen and wipe/ arranged the shoe cabinet. I threw 1 lorry of shoes away too. I left it outside the house then the garung guni man come n ask mi got anything to sell, I ask him old shoes wan or not then he say 50 cents can? I say ok la, since I also lazy to bring down to throw away. He help mi throw somemore give mi 50 cents. wakkakaka.......but i think he earned lor. I think those shoes at least cos mi few hundreds dollars lor n I sell him 50 cents only. Some also never wear before but I know I will never wear it at all lor, so might as well throw away. sssssh.........dun let my dear hear this.

Actually staying at home this month made mi realised that hor my house here every day also got garung guni leh. They very hardworking one, everyday also come. Nowadays garung guni also got buy handphone de leh. Today that guy keep asking mi wan to sell my handphone or not. kekekek..........

Though hor today did a lot of cleaning but it seems like still so much to be done. After the washing n cleaning of kitchen and living room the tough part come liaos. Next week I got to start with my cupboards already. I c the clothes inside i wan to faint. My MIL ask mi to pack those clothes that I dun wan so that she can help mi bring to flea market to sell. wakakkaak.........I think I do wan to throw away quite a bit actaully. Really no place le........

My Pride, My Love, My Everything....

2009-01-11T15:08:00.003+08:00

This is call My Family.

My life is complete becos of them, filled with love becos of them... I love my family.

Being a Mum

2009-01-10T23:43:00.003+08:00

Being a mum is not easy, I only realised it 2 yrs ago when I hold Charlene in my arms and I must compliment my mother and thank her as she really had done such a good job with the 3 of us. I might not be able to match up to what she has done with us but I am trying my best. It might sound very cliche but its only at this time tat you really appreciate your mother and know what she has gone through all this while and worry what if in future your daughter decided to ton night and have boyfriends. keke......

The endless worries about your child started the minute your pregnancy test kit turns positive. The pain of childbirth, the happiness you felt when you hold your child for the first time in your arms, feeling proud when your child starts to flip on their own before their peers, the first toothless smile your child flashes to you warm your heart through n through, panda eyes from night feeds, engorged breast from missing feeds, the love you get when your child hugs you and tell you mummy I love you and loads more will either get you crying like mad, screaming like mad or happy like mad. Yes, no matter what you are feeling you will feel it full blast till you almost go mad. wakkka... hm... so maybe I am already very mad. lolx If you are feeling all this then Welcome to madhood, *gulps* i meant motherhood. =)

I must say that though I might complain tat I no longer able to go to places as and when I like, unable to chiong as and when I like or even unable to sit down and eat my dinner in peace, I am very glad that I blessed with my 2 precious gems. Whenever I am feeling lonely, tired after work or something bad has happened to me, just looking at them makes my day, talking to them will revived my energy, hugging them will make me feel that everything isnt tat bad anymore and world peace... Opps... outta of point. kekek.........

Your birthday wish every year from then on will never change. It's not going to be "I hope to get a gucci bag" or "I wan to strike TOTO this monday" anymore (yeah i know, though deep down u still hope to get it but thats definitely not going to be wat u wish for) but its gonna be "I wish for health and happiness for my family". Everything you do will b on your family. Its that the fate for us women huh? Sometimes I really dun regonise myself. From someone whom is out partying on Saturday nights to someone who is writing in her blog about being a mother is totally different eh. Well.. I guess ppl change, anyhow I also 30 liaos, go out ppl also say mi lao go. But I think I can pass off for lao chio? muahahhahahah..........so better hide at home n write blog la.

hm....its pass 12 am le...... my bed time now is 10pm. Last time when ppl tell mi that they sleep at 10pm I told them that they must b crazy as the night just began at 10pm, now at 10pm I couldnt even open my eyes (well today is exception cos I decide to b a notti girl n sleep late. lolx. *Bleah!*

My mum told me that I am currently leading an auntie life cos I got to look after 2 kiddos, and I dun even have to bother to get CNY clothes just wear t-shirt n shorts like wat I wear at home can le as I must squat up n down, carry my kids so wear nice nice also no use. So bad hor? I can still b harvoc n pretty mummy ma. But actaully hor nowadays u ask mi to wear nice nice put make up go out I also a bit lazy. Before I leave the house I must prepare my elder girl bottle, my younger girl bottle, hot water, diapers this la tat la where got time to ta ban my self? I think really have to wait till they are older before I can have my life back. I called my mum on new year eve and she is going count down with her friends and me? I am home looking after my 2 kids. lolx................tell me about it!!!

Happy Birthday My Dear Girl

2009-01-03T22:40:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday My darling daughter Charlene!!! You are 2 today!!!

Have a bless life and grow up Healthily and Happily!!!
Mummy and Daddy loves you so so much!

My big 3

2009-01-02T22:25:00.002+08:00

Ah... finally it is here........my big 3..............was telling nei 10 yrs ago this time I am sitting at Pasir Ris beach beer garden telling them wat had I gone through the last 10 yrs. but 10 yrs later now I am sitting at home looking after my 2 kids........Wonder how is it gonna be like in another 10 yrs......when I am 40??? Wow piang... I dun wan to think abt it man. Thats like so old.......

Now at 30 I am glad that I had 2 beautiful kids and a loving husband. I love my family and I really had changed a lot this 10 yrs I guess. My priority now are all my family, 2nd priority? Still my family.. lolx.

Before I had my 1st child I still party a lot, after tat I still manage to party occasionally, now? It seems so hard leh.... ekkekek....Though was really kinda of sick of partying already but I do miss it sometimes leh, especially with the girls and when we drink a bit and all the funny things we do..........aw......those were the days. Time will never turn back but we should just treasure whatever we have. Really hope that we would be able to party again soon. Especially at this time of the year hor, last time for us is super happening one, now look at what life has changed us. haha... So now I am waiting to see when I can sneak out to party again, but that have to wait till I stop breastfeeding my darling claudia. But then again, who will go party with mi huh? My usual gang are either pregnant or had kids, wan to party also must see who can go with me. wakkakkaak.........I guess thats what they call growing up ba.

Hope that this year I am able to go for a trip in Feb with hubby. I miss travelling with him. I needed a break, he needed a break, we both needed a break. Where shall we go leh? I wan to go somewhere cold of cos. But our budget would only be released by mid or near end Jan. kekek...We are thinking of going Japan but if there is a budget constraint we might just go Taiwan or Hongkong ba. We shall see....

My hubby is a milkman

2008-11-20T19:33:00.004+08:00

well, after the post yesterday hubby and CL came home with my girl. PD called shortly after and informed that Claudia's jaundice level is pretty high n must b admitted to the hospital for triple light. My heart dropped. Why do all my children has jaundice......? I know its pretty common in infants but how come other infant only have to shine for 1 day or even better just sunbath n they are ok le whereas mine has to go under the light.......I cried as I think that I will not see my precious little one for 2 days as earliest discharge would b on friday.

I changed myself n accompany hubby to bring my darling to the hospital. Throughout the ride I held on to her tight. She is such a dainty little girl.....heart ached again as I think of her going naked under the light. Well... its for her good.... reached hospital and I request to breastfeed her again before I leave. I was so sad that I wont be able to breast feed her this 2 days and she wont have any milk. But I am so glad that I have my dear hubby around mi this time. He told me that he will bring down the milk I express for our darling daughter everyday after I express. So after I went home I started expressing and he brought it down for her. Today I was afraid to ask him to do it, as I am scare that he will find it troublesome going down so many times. So i casually asked him n was shocked that he told me he will bring it down. So then he became the milk man for our daughter. He went down to deliver the milk this morning after sending our elder daughter to the nanny. He is also ok of sending mi down after lunch to latch our girl n now he is going down the third time to deliver more milk. He is such a wonderful man..... I love him so....

I guess any father would do it for their precious one but seeing him doing it really meant a lot to me. Well, maybe to me he is a more "chin chye" person and rather let things happen naturally as in there are already milk n the hospital or something n we dun have to go to the extend of sending down the milk. Actually I dun really know how to put it in words of the emotional feelings I am going through now. My hubby is a good father a good hubby, though we like to squabble n quarrel sometimes but I love him dearly. I could never live life without him now. He and our children are my life now.

Every mom has her worries...

2008-11-19T12:16:00.006+08:00

Hiya all, couldnt believed tat the last entry that I had entered was in last year christmas.

Well, a year has pass and I have become a mummy again. This time I managed to deliver my 2nd princess natural without epidural. It is a lifetime experience tat I will never forget. At that moment when the pushing came, I realised that I needed my husband so much and depended so much on him. He is like my life bouy, I could never had make it without him (and of cos my gynae, this are the only 2 person on my mind when I am so much in pain. lolx).

Today is day 5 that BB Claudia has arrived and its her first PD appt. She looks a bit yellowish to me. I am really worried, after the first ordeal with Charlene on Jaundice when she is born I really am so scare of jaundice in baby. I really pray hard that Claudia will be alright. Though its just 5 days that she is born I have already grown very attached to her and wan to hold her in my arms every day. I really dun wish to see her under that horrible machine. Please let the natural sun be enough for her jaundice, let her jaundice be super low please.

Being a mummy makes u worry about every single thing. Be is just b a small mosquito bite or an injection u just cant help worrying yourself on every small single thing. Why do asian babies have to be so prone to jaundice.........now I can only pray..........

Oh, and just a photo of my precious no 2 just in case u missed it in my girls's blog. =)

What I wan for christmas!

2007-12-14T23:13:00.000+08:00

My Christmas Wish list!

A New Sony Vaio Notebook
A pair of diamond earrings
A diamond ring
A Nintendo DS Lite Cooking mama 2 game
A LV Speedy Bag
A nice watch
A Pictionary Game
A Key pouch
A Makeover package
Dresses

I have a Wish

2007-10-19T11:35:00.001+08:00

I have a wish...............will it come true???

A busy Sunday

2007-10-07T17:17:00.000+08:00

Today is really a busy sunday. Yesterday was Bob & Jeannie's wedding and Charlene had a class this morning. All 3 of us were so tired and we only woke up at 1045 hrs which make us late for Charlene's class. Was very happy that dear says he will join in the class with charlene that day.

After that I decided to cook dinner for dear n daughter. So off we went to the supermarket to get some groceries. Let's see what I had whipped up with. kkekke....

I made celery & carrot soup, black pepper pork, drunken prawns & stir fried spinach.

Process:

Cut the celery & carrots and put it in the slow cooker together with the pork ribs. Throw in some dried scallop so that the soup will b sweeter and pour in the water. This is how it looks! kekekek.....after that just on the slow cooker to high and let it cook till dinner. Pour in a bit of soy sauce or put in some salt before serving.

Slice the pork and discard the veins n skins then pour in dark soy sauce, black pepper, sesame oil and marinate. Wrap it up with clear wraps and leave it in the fridge till its ready to b stir fried. When its time to fry it just pour everything into a pan n add in water. when the meat is cook add in some corn starch with water to thickens the sauce. Charlene's Brown rice prorridge (This is quite a failure cos I added too much water, wakkakak)

Cut up potatoes and throw in some pork together with the rice. This is how it looks like before cooking.

This it how it turns out. wakkaakka.........Charlene doesnt like it at all. So sad.....got to try again. kekeke.....

Charlene's pear puree steaming in progress.

Our Dinner!!! I really must compliment myself on this one, cos its super yummilicious!!! ekekkekek........call mi "lao wang mai kwa, zi mai zi kwa" hahaha......

Dating with dear

2007-10-02T17:14:00.000+08:00

My dear finished his reservist today and I took MC so that we can go for a show. kekeke........Please dun tell my boss. wakakakak......

My dear trying to act cool in front of the camera. (if you asked y no photo of mi cos I looked terrible and i will never post such horrible photo of me in my blog. wakakakak......)

Home Cooked Food

2007-09-03T15:25:00.000+08:00

Think its been a long time since I cooked at home. After seeing the numerous posting that Min had done on her cooking I think I will post one of mine too. wakakakak.........Decided to cook today as I am on MC. muahhaahah....

Oyster sauce Vege, steamed snow fish with bean sauce, egg omelette and yummilicious corn soup

Hee hee.....these are all simple fares, I think I got to learn more from Min and cook more often.

Something to satisfy my need when I was a child?

2007-09-01T11:58:00.000+08:00

Howdy ppl,

Its been a long time since i last blog in my own blog. Well as most of you might have found out that I spent most of my time now doing up my daughter's blog instead.

Every since I became a mother I had lotsa of thoughts going through my mind and had always wanted to put it down but time doesnt seems to be within my control now, and when I had a tiny weenie bit of time I will rather spend it doing my daughter's blog.

Anyway I wonder if there is still anyone who actaully visit my blog now. hahahaha.......well anyway tats not the point, somehow here is for mi to write down my thoughts.

Well wondering whats with the title? Here goes....

Ever since I had Charlene I had been a real shopaholic. Kinda of really over spend n over buy on lotsa of stuff. Sometimes I really wonder if what I am doing is it to satisfy my need when I was a child.

When I was young, there is 3 kids (including me) in my family. My mum was a SAHM, therefore resources is low and we are not able to get everything we wan or need. I love to read and always hope that I have a whole collection of Enid Blyton or whatever fairy tale I could get hold of. But as my mum has only minimal amount to spend for the 3 of us, ussually I an lucky to be able to get a book once a bluemoon. I know that my mum will definitely get everything for us if she could but she has got to think of food n everything too.

Therefore now when I had a daughter of my own I kinda of splurge on her n getting her everything which I find myself missing in my childhood. Toys, books, clothes,playgroup everything u can think of........Well I hope you all will not misunderstand that I had a very deprieved childhood cos I actually had a very good one and actaully I do have wat I need but I think I am just greedy, or probably childhood just seems to pass so fast then I missed it. I hope I am not sounding too contradicting in my posting. It just tat when i was a kid, i already had dreams....I wanted to learn piano, I wanted to learn ballet but I am not able to as these lessons are expensive and waste of money? So now as a mother I hope tat my girl gets to do wat she wans, have what she needs and in years to come wont feel that she missed a certain part of childhood not doing something.

Also as a mum, I start to appreciate my parents more. I find it that its really difficult to be a parent. The huge responsibility that we took up. Sometimes I wonder why did us as kids didnt think that being a parent is hard until we are so old. lolx

Everytime i think of this I will think back when I was a teenager I was really playful and must had broke my parent's heart so many times. Then I will think how will Charlene be when she is older. I guess somehow we got to take things in its own stride. As the saying goes "Whatever will be will be". We can only hope for the best.

Vote for Us!!!

2007-04-30T14:10:00.001+08:00

http://www.mumcentre.com/index.php?option=com_rsgallery2&catid=375&page=vote&picid=4226

Being a Mum

2007-04-28T23:39:00.000+08:00

Been a long time since I blog, cos if I have extra time I will ussually spend it in my girl's blog. however today came across Meia's blog and saw the following which I find it sooooo meaningful, plus with Mother's day coming, I thought I will post it here too to share with all others.

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My good friend shared this with me, and I'm sharing it with u gals now... so touching.

We are sitting at lunch one day when my daughter casually mentions that she and her husband are thinking of "starting a family."

"We're taking a survey," she says half-joking. "Do you think I should have a baby?"

"It will change your life," I say, carefully keeping my tone neutral.

"I know," she says, "no more sleeping in on weekends, no more spontaneous vacations."

But that is not what I meant at all. I look at my daughter, trying to decide what to tell her. I want her to know what she will never learn in childbirth classes. I want to tell her that the physical wounds of child bearing will heal, but becoming a mother will leave her with an emotional wound so raw that she will forever be vulnerable.

I consider warning her that she will never again read a newspaper without asking, "What if that had been MY child?" That every plane crash, every house fire will haunt her. That when she sees pictures of starving children, she will wonder if anything could be worse than watching your child die.

I look at her carefully manicured nails and stylish suit and think that no matter how sophisticated she is, becoming a mother will reduce her to the primitive level of a bear protecting her cub. That an urgent call of "Mom!" will cause her to drop a soufflé, her best crystal without a moments hesitation.

I feel that I should warn her that no matter how many years she has invested in her career, she will be professionally derailed by motherhood. She might arrange for childcare, but one day she will be going into an important business meeting and she will think of her baby's sweet smell. She will have to use every ounce of discipline to keep from running home, just to make sure her baby is all right.

I want my daughter to know that every day decisions will no longer be routine. That a five year old boy's desire to go to the men's room rather than the women's at McDonald's will become a major dilemma. That right there, in the midst of clattering trays and screaming children, issues of independence and gender identity will be weighed against the prospect that a child molester may be lurking in that restroom.

However decisive she m ay be at the office, she will second-guess herself constantly as a mother. Looking at my attractive daughter, I want to assure her that eventually she will shed the pounds of pregnancy, but she will never feel the same about herself.

That her life, now so important, will be of less value to her once she has a child. That she would give herself up in a moment to save her offspring, but will also begin to hope for more years, not to accomplish her own dreams, but to watch her child accomplish theirs.

I want her to know that a cesarean scar or shiny stretch marks will become badges of honor. My daughter's relationship with her husband will change, but not in the way she thinks. I wish she could understand how much more you can love a man who is careful to powder the baby or who never hesitates to play with his child. I think she should know that she will fall in love with him again for reasons she would now find very unromantic.

I wish my daughter could sense the bond she will feel with women throughout history who have tried to stop war, prejudice and drunk driving.

I want to describe to my daughter the exhilaration of seeing your child learn to ride a bike. I want to capture for her the belly laugh of a babywho is touching the soft fur of a dog or cat for the first time. I want her to taste the joy that is so real it actually hurts.

My daughter's quizzical look makes me realize that tears have formed in my eyes. "You'll never regret it," I finally say. Then I reached across the table, squeezed my daughter's hand and offered a silent prayer for her, and for me, and for all the mere mortal women who stumble their way into this most wonderful of callings.

Please share this with a Mom that you know or all of your girlfriends who may someday be Moms. May you always have in your arms the one who is in your heart.

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After I became a mum I do really feel the change in myself. I see every little kid differently now. Not only I wanna protect my child I wanna protect all others as well. They are so innocent. Their every action touch my heart. Another reason y I hadnt blog for sometime is also becos I find it so hard to describe all the ups & downs that I am going through. My joy to c Charlene smiling at me every morning when I say "Good Morning". The pain when she cried and I couldnt comfort her. Everything will change...........but not my love for my darling Charlene.

2007-03-08T19:19:00.000+08:00

So funny http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7SfBEXjQynY

IT Fair

2007-03-08T17:06:00.000+08:00

The IT fair starts today at Suntec, me n dear went to buy 2 19' inch widescreen LCDs. and my brother went with us n gotten one too. Now we finally have more space on our table. Any body wan to buy CRT monitors cheap cheap???

Now my dear wanna buy new PC cos he wans better graphic cards and i promise to buy for him.......now a bit regret. hahaha......

Our New monitors!!! Very messy table I know but tats not the point, its the monitors! lolx

2007-01-21T11:32:00.000+08:00

Was looking at the photos I took in the delivery suite in my blog and still thinking that its quite unbelievable that just a couple of week ago I was suffering from backaches plus carrying this super big tummy and now here I am with a currently flabby and crumpled tummy looking lovingly at my sweetie pie. Sometimes looking at her I still couldnt believed that I actually gave birth to her, I still remember just right after she is born she is placed in this warmer right next to me and I was looking at her then querying myself if she just came out from my tummy, the whole process is truly amazing and pretty unbelievable for me. I never thought that I will be a mother 1 day, I will bear the fruit of our love, I will be changing diapers full of shit and not vomit (somemore can look really closely at my girl's bum to make sure that its squeaking clean). hahahah......... ok I am getting gross, but thats how it is.

Just last year at this time I am probably partying away at some clubs, smoking and drinking all at the same time enjoying myself. Tat's mi a year ago. Now Saturday night for me is waking up at wee hours changing diapers and feeding milk... Motherhood could really changed a woman. Of cos I am not saying that I going to stop partying, hee hee.......but just tat now besides partying I had more things to do as well and I only going to start partying when my flabby tummy has go away. I cannot imagine going to clubs with my current tummy, they might even chase me away when they c my tummy. wakakakaka........

There is going to quite a number weddings this year. We currently have Jianhe's in June and Laihui's in October. And early next year its going to b Nei's big day. Maybe there will be a couple of baby's shower yet to be annouce too. kekeke.........jia you le peng you men.

Tomorrow will be me and my dear 8 years pa tor anniversary. Wonder if he still remembers... 8 YEARS!!! Time really flies and my love for my dear will never cease. During this 8 years I had grown from a girl to a woman, we have gotten our love nest, we said our vows, I have married the love of my life and I had given birth to our daughter. I do believed that everything is destined, still remembering that 11 yrs ago when I first knew my hubby I didnt believed that I will even pa tor with him much less married him and have his kiddo. There were even once I tried to hide from him and avoid his calls, now I love him and our daughter like my life and breath through him. He has been my support, he has taught me what is love, he has given me a brand new lease of life. He is my husband.

2007-01-14T20:40:00.000+08:00

Howdy Ppl!!!
How's everyone doing? Been really bz with baby and resting so have not been blogging for sometime. Miss moi? And YES! I DID IT! I have given birth to our little girl on the 3rd of January 2007.

And heres my birth story:

03.01.2007
12am - Admitted MAH for induction and was inserted the pill after clearing my bowels. Felt tightening all the way till morning.

8.30am - My gynae came to check on me and I was not dilated at all!!! She then force open my cervix to 1cm and break my waterbag. (I must tell all of u the pain is excruciating and I really wanted to cry but controlled) After that I was put on drip and the contractions starting coming in every few short mins.

1.30 pm - I really cannot tahan the contraction liaos, I wanted to be heroin and kept telling myself that I dun wan epi i dun wan epi but when my gynae checked me and I am only 1.5cm dilated I tell myself, suan le ba, give up la, $600 give them la. From 8.30am to 1.30pm only dilate 0.5cm I think I will go crazy if the contraction carries on like tat.

2 pm - I was administered epi. Pain relieved.

5 pm - I am 9 cm dilated. *Bow to Epidural. *

6pm - Nurse all getting ready for delivery.

6.30pm - Gynae arrived and ask me to start pushing. How to push when I got no feeling at all down there? I kept trying to push n push to no avail. I started to freak out. How how how? Gynae ask mi if needed her help with forceps? I immediately agreed. I know I cannot get her out like tat. Cos I am getting no where. I dun even know whether am I pushing or holding my breath.

7pm - Yeah!!! Charlene Ng Yi Xuan has Arrived!!!

And here are some photos to share.

See my contractions? Its coming in every few short mins. Some can come between 1 to 2 mins apart!!!

Still Trying to act cool with all that contractions. Look at all those tubes!!!

Picture of me and dear dear anticipating the arrival of our little girl. (Damn, I looked horrible, but who doesnt at this time?)

Hello to our precious little girl. Welcome to our world.

Hello Everyone!!!

2006-12-27T22:18:00.000+08:00

Was finally on Maternity leave starting from 26th December 2006 onwards. Am really really tired this few days. Didnt really celebrated Christmas though my dear didnt work. We just got a very small log cake from Breadtalk and watch "My Holidays" at GV Grand. We bought the Gold Class tickets. The tickets were $30 each and when we reach there we were ushered into the Gold Class lounge where we ordered some drinks and food while watching the show. We ordered Dim Sum, Ice lemon tea and 1 fusion drink that cost us another $30. So total we spent almost 100 bucks on the movie alone. But boy was it worth it especially for preggy like mi. The seats are superb! The Food is yummilicious, the service thumbs up and the movie was perfect. It has been a very relaxing evening and we were both very satisfied by the simple christmas we spent this year.

This is the mini log cake we got.

See how mini it is with the comparison

My dear cooked western food for me during boxing day. I simple love my dear cooking!!!

Chicken Chop

Pork Chop

Candlelight dinner? kekeke..........

Actually I know you cant really differentiate between the chicken and pork chop cos they both looked chao ta, but its not ok, cos this is actually black pepper pork and chicken chop and its so good that I am lemming for more...................*drools*

2006-12-22T19:42:00.000+08:00

You Are Apple Green

You are almost super-humanly upbeat. You have a very positive energy that surrounds you.And while you are happy go lucky, you're also charmingly assertive.You get what you want, even if you have to persuade those against you to see things your way.Reflective and thoughtful, you know yourself well - and you know that you want out of life.

What Color Green Are You?

2006-12-20T22:01:00.000+08:00

Whoopies.......finally finished packing all the christmas pressies. How's my wrapping skills? Wakakaka.........guess which one is yours! Christmas is around the corner!!! So glad that I finished all my shopping and wrapping.

Some of my sprees stuff arrive during the last few days.

I dunno y I got this but I just buy lor, think at that moment I must really b very bo liaos and badly needed a spree ba. haha....

My Maple syrup Spree's item. A headband, a pair of earrings and a necklace. SWEET!

Mickey and Minnie Pink picnic mat.

And this romper for my daughter dearest.

My dear also bought this bag for me from Little Match Girl the other day we are in Bugis. Love it to bits.

2006-12-15T21:17:00.000+08:00

Should I delivery Charlene in 2 weeks time or should I delivery her on the 3rd January or should I let her chose her own time to pop? This few days at home these questions has been on my mind. My back is painful even when walking short distances and I also cant wait to see our little girl. But on the other hand I also hope that she will come out when she wants to and not by induction. I also wondering when should I start my Maternity leave. I doubt my gynae would give me any more hospitalisation leave and I will be going back to work on Monday. I have got no mood to work at all now with my backache and anticipation for Charlene's arrival. All I wan to do is stay at home and wait for Charlene to pop. Ah........pray that my gynae will give mi hospitalisation leave till I pop. wakakka.......thinking the impossible now. Lets hope Charlene will chose to come out before I really decide to go for induction. But please Charlene girl, chose a time when your daddy is around hor, mummy is scarey mice, cannot do it without your daddy around.

That day when my dear go to work, he told Charlene that this few days must kwai kwai stay inside mummy tummy tum tum. hahah.......I love my dear. I love my girl. I love my family...

Oh, and today is me n my dear ROM anniversary. Happy 3rd year wedding anniversary dear dear. *smuack smuack smuack*

Should I???

2006-12-14T21:29:00.000+08:00

Thinking of getting this...............wakakkakak.............

2006-12-13T13:23:00.000+08:00

Last nite suddenly I feel this pain on my pelvis and backside. It was quite unbearable and I thought "Am I going to give birth already?" It really scares me off. Luckily it went away after 30 mins or so. Dear me, sometimes I really dunno what to look out for contractions or labour signs. I know nuts at all other then blood or water bag burst. I think I too gan chiong already. Luckily on HL or else also dunno how to go to work.

Whoopies......finally my books from Amazon arrive today. I gotten 2 Glenn Doman's book for myself and 1 for baby. Call me kiasu for reading up abt Glen Doman's books now, but I think at least should get myself ready. Baby first few years is where they capture the most information and learn most of the stuff they need to know. So its very precious. I saw the Glen Doman's "How Smart is your baby?" Selling at book stores for almost 50 bucks, luckily I got it from Amazon which is so much cheap. kekeke.....

2006-12-12T14:33:00.000+08:00

35 Weeks

Went to see my gynae today as my pain is really painful and gotten HL for the rest of the week. Baby had gained 300 gms over the week and is now2.787kg. Gynae told me to start applying maternity leave next week she will induce me on week 37 which is 2 weeks later. Ah!!! I am scare leh, I dun wan to induce leh, I want it to be natural leh. But if I dun induce and she becomes to big then I will have difficulty pushing her out too. Haiz........I really dunno what to do now. I am also not sure if I am ready to handle a baby yet. Everything like suddenly so fast......I am scare leh.......

Yesterday finally pester my dear dear to buy some christmas decor and he sets up the Christmas tree for me. Woo Hoo....................I love my dear!!!

Nicee Nicee Christmas Trees.........Sings" We wish you a Merry Christmas, We wish you a Merry Christmas, We wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year "

2006-12-09T11:15:00.000+08:00

saw this link and its so funny. Enjoy!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D2BZwwgKF2s&search=backstreet%20boys

2006-12-05T10:54:00.000+08:00

34 Weeks

Went for my 34 weeks appt today. After this check up I will go back 2 weeks later which is 36 weeks and then on a weekly basis. Ah..............suddenly time seems to pass so quickly. I am getting very excited and scare too. Actually I am very very scare. Baby Charlene is now almost 2.5kg while I didnt put on any weight, still staying at 60kg. The last appt she was 2kg so she had actaully put on 0.5kg in 3 weeks. I am glad that she had put on weight but at the same time worried that she will be too big. Gynae once again warned me about the importance of looking after my diet. She was not very happy with the curry puff I took that day though. kekeke.......I told her I induldge a bit and she say no indulgence at this time. *sad* Anyway just a couple more weeks to go and I can indulge all I wan. Woooo Hooooooooooo................but she says after that got to watch my diet too if I dun wan to get diabetics...........*sad again........* Now waiting for my next appt in 2 weeks time. Whereby Charlene will be 36 weeks and popping anytime. *gulps* I am scare.....................

I will be taking a day leave every week from now. Getting so tired and need the extra rest. How I wish I can stay home now, was so sleepy everyday at work. As I said, PREGNANT WOMEN SHOULDNT BE WORKING!!!! Wakakakaak...................

2006-12-02T22:25:00.000+08:00

Haven been blogging as my mum n dad took my camera to Taiwan so cannot take pictures thus no blog as well. Was going through my photo album suddenly saw this picture which we took 2 or 3 yrs ago when we went genting. Once I saw it i couldnt stop laughing. Aiyo, ma chiam so innocent like tat. wakakakakkaak......

How can I look like tat right? Whahahahahha.........darn.......y did i cut that hair!!!

I should at least be like tat........(Cool or not? *alamak, Bob's fats!!!*)

or at least like tat........

but now I am like this...........

WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME!!! AH!?!?!?!?! Will I ever get back my figure? Will I ever be slim again? Will my backside go back to normal?

2006-11-26T20:04:00.000+08:00

Next up my wish list.....wakakkakak........... Please let my hubby see this....hahahah.......but then again, my hubby phone also very jia liats liaos, how nice if we both can have this. Its a 3G phone, which means we can see each other even if my dear is overseas. Will Santa claus come to our house this year? ho ho ho..........

Sony Ericsson K800i (3G) Tri-band

Key Features:

*3.2 Megapixels Camera with AutoFocus and 16 x Digital Zoom
*Built-in Xenon Camera Flash
*Image & Video Stabilizer Function
*BestPic™ Function
*Red-Eye Reduction Feature
*Secondary in-built VGA front camera for video calls
*Supported Video formats: MP4, H.263, 3GPP and RealVideo8
*Video Recording, Playback & Streaming
*Supported Messaging: SMS, MMS, EMS, Video MMS, IM and E-Mail (POP3 & IMAP4)
*Supported Audio:a) MP3, M4A, MP4 (AAC, AAC+, eAAC+), XMF, WMA, RHZ, AMR-NB/WBb) 3GPP, G-MIDI, SP-MIDI, eMelody, iMelody, Mobile XMF
*72-Chord Polyphonic Ringtones
*Video Ringtone (up to 10 seconds)
*Supported Connectivity: Infra-Red, Bluetooth (A2DP supported incl.) and USB 2.0
*64MB Internal Memory
*Memory Stick Micro™ M2™ support (up to 2GB)
*Music Player
*Voice Recorder
*FM Radio
*Picture Blogging
*Video DJ
*PC Synchronization
*Java MIDP 2.0
*GPRS
*WAP 2.0
*xHTML
*Supports Chinese

2006-11-21T20:10:00.000+08:00

32 weeks into pregnancy. I am reaching the finishing line of my pregnancy and seeing our little girl soon. Nowadays I am always having mixed emotions. Will I be able to look after our girl by myself? Will I be a good mother? How our girl looks like? Praying everyday that she will have good health and is a cheerful baby. I didnt even think of myself nowadays. Everything is our baby. I think the same goes to my dear too. Is that parenthood? I am so so tired nowadays, didnt want to do anything but laze around. I miss my dear........when he comes back we got lotsa of things to do then. I haven started washing Charlene's clothes. So when my dear back must ask him to wash Charlene's new clothes and bedsheets le, or else Charlene's got nothing to wear le. Guess in another 2 to 3 weeks I got to pack my hospital bags as well. Aiyo......I am so excited and scare now. Dunno how's everything going to change after Charlene's arrival. How's my labour going to be? Will my dear dear be working that day? The more I think the scarier it gets. There are so many question mark in me. I better relax myself and enjoy the rest of this wonderful pregnancy. Luckily I still very good in "zhi wo an wei". or else I think long ago I would have suffer from post natal depression liaos. wakkakakak.........

2006-11-20T20:33:00.000+08:00

This morning breakfast. Wholemeal bread, lettuce, tomatoes, magarine, ham and cheese with milk. Healthy bo? kekekek.........but when i went to my gynae's office to take the test kit my glucose test still high leh, like 8.4. suppose to be between 6 to 8. But hor suppose to take 2 hrs after each meals la, i took like 30 mins later so this time buey zhun. kekeke....lucky or else i going to paranoid again. Going to start taking the test this Friday and Saturday. Nowadays when i think of eat i very fan. Dunno eat what then healthy. How I wish somebody will plan my meals for me every day then I dun need to think n just eat also dun need to worry if its ok or not. Like just now when I had my dinner the vendor puts in a lot of sauce then I beginning to worry if i should finish it, is it going to be too sweet and every thing. aiyo........like that quite cham leh, like can never an xin and eat 1 meal cos scare this scare that. No choice leh, for our Charlene girl mummy cannot afford to take any risk. Just threw away some sweets in my office drawers as well. I dun wan to see sweet for the next few weeks.....Argh...... Caution in everything i eat now. No milo, no sugary drink only Plain water. Eat soupy noodles dun dare to drink the soup. Getting more n more paranoid. I just have to keep encouraging my self, its for baby, its for baby, then I will feel better. Eat healthy pPL! Help me jia you. JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!

Worst thing is my gynae says that ppl who gotten GD high chances that they will develope diabetics later in their life. Most prob before 40 yrs old. That got me thinking again. 40 yrs old!!! I still got so much things to do. So now a lesson learnt, I going to make sure my family eats heathily from now onwards. I dun wan any of my family to b plague by this kind of illnesses. So I got to work towards it first. But of cos not like this that all cannot eat la, still can eat but in moderation lor. Last time I use to take my health for granted, as in this will not happen to me and stuff. So i just eat whatever i wan and whichever i wan without thinking of the outcome. Now i gotten GD i scare liaos. Never will I take my health for granted. Now I just wish that my dear will quit smoking for good. I will also not go back smoking as well. For my dear and our baby daughter, I must be healthy and strong so that I can take care and provide for them. They need me and I need them. So we will all work towards our good health. KAMPATEI NG FAMILY!!

Btw, my maple spree necklace arrived!!! Love it loads........so sweet!!! Baby got spree, mummy also must have spree ma hor? wakakakakak.......

2006-11-17T21:57:00.000+08:00

the results came back today and I do have gestational diabetes.........*sob*
so sad.......i think i really ate too much sweets and ice cream. all my fault, i am a bad mummy. sorry baby charlene. mummy will be good now and eat as healthily as I can. Really got to watch my diet now. Collecting the kit to test my blood next monday from the gynae. Got to do it 2 days a week and per day i got to test like 7 times my sugar level.....hopefully everything will go back to normal. hopefully my tiam chianess will not harm Charlene........I will really really watch my diet now......... *sad*

2006-11-16T21:51:00.000+08:00

Went for the glucose test this morning. Had to fast since after midnite yesterday, I was freaking hungry this morning but not suppose to eat anything. Went to my gynae and she took 1 big test tube of blood and then asked me to drink 1 big glass of glucose water. YUCKS!!! Its darn sweet for goodness sake. after that got to wait and wait before they take another big test tube of blood again. I almost faint at that moment. No Food and take so much of my blood.................I was kinda of dizzy when they took the 2nd tube...............but there is another tube to go........and so again, i wait and wait and wait....................finally 3rd tube was taken from the same hole.............*ouch*. now got to wait till tomorrow for the results. Praying that everything will be fine.

2006-11-14T23:45:00.000+08:00

Was on leave today as I am really too tired this few weeks and would love the extra time off to accompany hubby dearest. We went to Ang Mo Kio for lunch with Bob who was also on leave and then accompany hubby to IMM to collect some stuff from his Office. On the way there my dear told me that he wants to get a portable DVD player today. Shiit! That's suppose to be what I wanna get him for Christmas!!! So in the end I own up and say that I will give him the player early as Christmas pressie. So off we went sourcing for the DVD player from IMM to Parkway Parade and finally he chosen this Philip DVD player. Can see that he is very pleased with his new gadget/plaything.

Went for my gynae's appt today. Charlene is now 2.05kg and very active during the scan kicking around and scratching her head when Dr Chen is doing the scan. Today we are able to see her features quite clearly through the scan and suddenly I was so touched and happy that I just wanted to cry. Gynae did the chart and said that baby's tummy is slightly on the high side of her chart and therefore she wants me to do the GD test. Got to start fasting tomorrow night and go to her clinic on early Thursday morning to take blood test. Hope everything will be fine. *Prays* *psst.....charlene's picture is posted in her blog.*

Suddenly I am very interested in all the christmassy stuff and so I gotten this book in AMK's Popular to read. hee hee.....
Collected this yesterday from the supplier. It's only $8!!! wakakkaka.......Ok, I am Obasan....And collected this today. Isn't it cute??? =p

2006-11-11T15:40:00.000+08:00

We wish you a Merry Christmas, We wish you a Merry Christmas, We wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year......kekekeke.........Christmas is once again around the corner. My favourite season of the year. Hope this Song by chipmunks will tune you guys to some christmas moods.

Time for christmas shopping too, gonna shop early this year (hmmm I said that every year but always ends up with last minute shopping....but this year is completely different, really really have to start early....hee hee.....) as tummy getting big and quite impossible to squeeze with the crowd. So this year I decided to get more organise. I will make a christmas list of what to buy for each and so I just have to grab and go instead of browsing non stop at shops after shops, especially when I dont really have that much stamina to shop for hours now. Already gotten some cards, boxes, wrappers and tiny little stuff to start my shopping. Have you started yet?
Going to see our little girl next Tuesday. Once every 4 weeks scan make me miss her so much. Although after this scan we will be seeing her in every 3 weeks basis I think its still not enough. Should have made it every week what. Or at least 2 weeks once. Hope that everything goes well during this month scan. Doc Chen will be doing another detailed scan in her clinic. Counting down the days where we will be holding our little girl in our arms.

2006-11-07T21:14:00.000+08:00

Less then 10 weeks and we will be able to see our little princess! Time really flies.

Today I fell down from my chair in office, getting so clumsy nowadays. Was talking to a customer on the phone n was trying to pick up something and "plop" I was sitting there on the floor. My colleague was bewildered, she quickly help me back to my chair with me still chatting on the phone. That customer still kept asking me a loads of irritable questions but at that moment I was just thinking if baby is fine and everything she say i go "ya ya ya". Pray that baby will be alright, going for my check up in a week time.

2006-10-31T21:06:00.000+08:00

Very happy today cos I tell my dear that I want to eat Mcflurry and he purposely drove to Rivervale mall to buy and when the machine is spoil there he went to compasspoint to get it for me without complains. I love my dear dear......

Something came in the letter box today....ho ho ho.........ganna caught. *gulps*

2006-10-30T21:28:00.000+08:00

Finally uploaded this pics after trying for umpteen times
The Pigeon Steriliser Package which we bought yesterday.

The orh biang but looks comfy (what I think) karmy's pyjamas and maternity disposable panties, my hubby couldnt stop laughing whenever he saw the pyjamas. gr.........

Our Sunday lunch.......*drools*

See how tired my dear is, he just got off work n I force him to go shopping with me at Ikea then Orchard. bad bad me........but i let he go home and rest after we gotten all the stuff hor.......

2006-10-29T17:22:00.000+08:00

Woke up around 8.30am and went to Harbourfront to fetch my dear dear from work. After that we went to Ikea to look see look see at their drawers and baby cot. We saw 1 chest of 3 drawers but not very sure if we going to get it as the front part is make of plastic and we are afraid that it might wear very easily though we are only thinking of using it for Charlene first few years and when Charlene started schooling we will change the concept of her room for her. Well........I think most probably we are going back for it. heehee.........fickle minded mummy eh? Anyway its just $99, so worth it la hor?

This is how the drawers looks like (pictures coutesy of www.ikea.com.sg)

We did saw some baby cots but doesnt fits our bill as they are not able to covert into toddler beds like the ones we saw in kaki bukit baby kingdom so we are heading back to baby kingdom to get their baby cots early december. Hopefully they have it in light wooden colour like the drawers which we are going to buy from Ikea. Also saw this changing table that is selling at $40 in Ikea, should I get this as well? (pictures coutesy of www.ikea.com.sg)

In the end I gotten this table lamp for my room (excuse used is that in future I got to feed baby so no need to climb all the way to the other side to on the lights. kekeke....) (picture coutesy of http://www.ikea.com.sg/)

and this carpet (only $29!!! MUST BUY!!!) for our living room for Chinese New year. Yeah you didnt see wrongly, its Chinese new year. Its coming you know.....wahahahahahah...........(picture coutesy of http://www.ikea.com.sg/)

After that we head down to Orchard road's centerpoint Robinson's nursery sale. Tell you something, the Christmas decor is already uP!!! Oh dear..........I better start my christmas shopping soon before the crowds sets in. Not very convenient to squeeze with the crowd in my big tummy tum tum. Finally gotten the Pigeon Steriliser package at $129 that comes with the starter kit, bottle/food warmer and steriliser. I must have check this thing out 5 times before finally decided to get it.

*** Photo will be updated soon, Blogger giving me problems in loading the pictures again ***

After that we cross over to John Little to get the Karmy's night dress. I almost fainted when I saw it, I mean the material is really cottony soft and must b really nice to wear but the patterns available really look so "Obasan". However I still get it in the end la, no choice leh, still have to wear ma, dun have really any proper things to wear during the hospital stay and its really convenient for breast feeding as its button all the way down. Gotten 3 packets of maternity disposable panties at $4.50 each. Hm...........seems like most of the stuff are more or less confirmed or purchased.

*** Photo will be updated soon, Blogger giving me problems in loading the pictures again ***

We went to had Korean BBQ lunch then my dear who has worked till morning kept complaining that he is very very tired so home we go..............right now my tummy is growling and I am thinking of what to have for dinner leh. wakkakakak................

*** Photo will be updated soon, Blogger giving me problems in loading the pictures again ***

2006-10-28T11:13:00.000+08:00

Heard there is a nursery fair in Robinson from 27th October to 11th October. Going to check it out tomorrow and I also need to go to John little to buy the karmy night gowns. We are like 11 weeks away from baby arrival but I think I haven really prepare the stuff that is essential yet. The last few months I am only busy buying baby clothes.......*gulps* and now with me stepping into the 3rd trimester and getting more n more tired each day I better hurry and get all that is need to be.

Let's see what else I need:

Karmy's night gown
Disposable panties
Baby clothes softener
Baby towel
Baby hanky
Baby cot
Beansprout pillow (Is my MIL going to make or not???)
Baby pillows & bolster
Baby's drawer
Pigeon Steriliser (Hope can pick this up at the Robinson Nursery fair tomorrow)

Hm...................is that all................... ???

Seems like there is quite a number of stuff to do tomorrow as me and dear dear also wanna go Ikea to check out the drawers and cot for baby. We are getting a cot that can be transform into a toddler bed so at least baby could use it till like 3 or 4 yrs old. Oooo....seems like this 2 months we gonna spend quite a bit of moonie..........luckily my uncle is giving us his stroller so we don't have to get any yet. But there is still the car seat which we need to buy. The one which I wanna get is around $450 and next month we also have to pay up for the stemcord fees. Baby....your mummy and daddy need to strike 4D or toto.......kekekekeke.....................

Thinking of going high tea tomorrow too.......hm..............but which hotel should we go for high tea leh...........

2006-10-25T20:54:00.000+08:00

Ho Ho ho.......finally reached my 3rd trimester (28 weeks) and the stretch marks are here to visit me. :( I dun think I will post anymore of my tummy pics next month and the month after next liaos, couldnt bear to look at my stretch marks........hmmmmmmmmm........or maybe I will take before i deliver. kekekke.............we shall c.

Cant fit into most of my tops and bottoms. Tops too short cant cover whole of tummy, bottoms too tight...............I thought they are suppose to last for the whole 9 months. I cant possibly get more maternity now as there is only like 11 weeks more left......trying to make do with watever I have now.

I always tell ppl now i look like ball with a round round face, round round tummy and round round backside.

28 weeks tummy tum tum

2006-10-23T09:52:00.000+08:00

Had bad cramps this morning and was screaming and asking my dear to help me ease the pain. It is so unbearable and at a point I dunno if i should keep my leg straight or wat. Then my dear dear still go press the part where the cramp comes from making me yell at him. (sorry dear.....) I really didnt mean to yell as I know he also very tired as he just reach home from work at 6am in the morning but when he press it, gr.........i forget my posture.........

As he reach home early in the morning and couldnt drive me to work I decided to take a cab, but my legs is still aching from the bad cramp thus I decided to take half a day to stay home and rest my feet also to give my dear more time to sleep and send me to work in the afternoon. I wonder if I am going to have swollen feet and ankles soon, but that day when my dear was massaging for me he told me that my ankles are getting a bit swollen. hopefully not....*touch wood*

2006-10-22T18:59:00.000+08:00

Our baby girl's blog is up and running. Do drop by to have a look.

www.littleprincesscharlene.blogspot.com

2006-10-21T23:45:00.000+08:00

Happy Deepavali to all the indian folks in Singapore! Hope you ppl enjoyed your new year. Dear Dear didnt work today so we went to Xin Fu Yum Cha for dim sum. ooooooooooo, its so good and I ate like nobody business. We had roast duck, prawn salad, har gao, siew mai, xiao long bao, char siew chee cheong fan, scallop chee cheong fan, prawns chee cheong fan, fried dumplings, fried prawn dumplings, fried carrot cake, kong ba bao, char siew bao, fried fritters, longan almond jelly and mango pudding. Dunno if I missed any more but it was yummilicious and I couldnt really stop eating. My my my...........i am suppose to watch my appetite now but I just cant help it as I am always hungry and never full...............wat am I suppose to do? I really do not wish to ganna the GD test next month. Ok, I must really try to eat more quality food from now on.........I hope *bleah*

After that we went to Si Ma Lu to pray and then proceed to Paragon to get my.....................

Yeah.........my Gucci wallet. Finally after months of pinning it I GOT IT!!! YES YES YES! I finally got it after much pestering to my dear. Well he only paid half price though, cos he just gotten mi the Guess watch. But its better then nothing isnt it? kekeke..........

Front & Back view of my new wallet

Happily after getting my wallet we went to the Paragon Market Place supermarket at B1 to look see look see. And goodness, the things that is selling in this supermarket is so interesting. All the Japanese ingredients and all the vegetables and fruits looks so fresh. I manage to get my dear to cook for me tonite and guess wat is he going to cook for me? Look and see.......

Curry Paste?

The chef at work *opps, sensored*

Carrots, asparagus, potatos, hm..............vegetable soup? Nah..........

Ta da...........Its Japanese Curry Udon with pork chop!!! *drools*

Our curry udon with Ramune (Ramune a japanese soft drink with a ball, dunno how to describe kekeke......)

My dear cooking was really good, and really enjoyed it when he cook specially for me. I like to cook for him too but right now I just wanna sit back and enjoy the pampering. I am a happy girl today. A happy girl = A happy mummy = A happy baby = A happy daddy this we have a Happy family. hee hee.........

2006-10-18T21:33:00.000+08:00

Went for our scheduled gynae's appointment today. Baby is now 1.097 kg and head is already down though gynae says she might turn again as there is still space for her to move abt. She also told me that by next appt baby will by 2 kg already. Wowowowowowow................by next appt I will be in my 31 weeks already. I have again gained 1 kg per week therefore my total weight gained now is already 12kg. Before going into my gynae's door I was still telling my dear that the most I allow myself to increase is another 3 kg as I heard that 3rd trimester the weight increase will slow down, however, when I went into the room my gynae says that I will at least increase another 6kg at least with the weight gain I am getting every week! duhz............but what to do, I am still always hungry. kekekekke............my dear says that I will have problems slimming down in future, I told him not to worry, there is always Marie France Bodyline. wakakkaka................Asked my gynae if I have to go for any glucose test, glad that she say she will spare me for now but if baby weighs more then 2 kg next mth then I will have to go.......I better eat quality food now as she says that if I really need to go and tested positive for the test that meant that I will have to do a blood test 7 times a day!!! Before & after breakfast, before & after lunch, before & after dinner, and before sleeping, I wont wanna do that trust me. Will also be doing another detailed scan during my next appt. Hope everything will be fine. My gynae also mentioned something about if she were to induce me during week 37 and that is like 10 weeks later!!! After some calculation, exactly 10 weeks from now is Christmas day, will she be a christmas baby and by our best christmas present ever or will she arrive in January and be my best ever birthday gift??? I think I still wan a January baby. hahaha............

2006-10-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

Oh.....forget to add that doting hubby also gotten this ring from Chomel for mi. Love it to bits....*smuack smuack hubby dearest*

2006-10-17T20:14:00.000+08:00

Yippees......my dear dear is finally back from Melbourne last night, but he didnt get anything for mummy or baby as he was too bz there to go do any shopping. Anyway was on leave today thus went to Vivo City with my dear dear to explore a bit on Singapore Newest shopping mall. And we spent quite a bit of money I think......*opps*

My dear bought me a Guess watch which I have been lemming to get since my birthday. Actually I saw 1 leather flowery one and this stainless steel one, couldnt decide on either and my hubby actually offered to buy both of them for me!!! I was extremely shocked. Sometimes out of the blue he will offer to buy mi something then I will tio chua and keep rejecting his offer. But hor when he dun wan to buy for me, I will then pester him to buy for mi. Very mao tun hor? kekeke..........anyway he got me this watch which I think its more suitable for me.

They also gave me this Guess wristlet as free gift.

I in turn gotten my dear this tee, but of cos its much much much cheaper then the watch. kekekek......

and my dear dear also got this nice soft toy for his little princess.

Finally went to Kaki bukit Baby Hypermart and Baby kingdom to check out on the baby cots, baby car seats and strollers. I find that the price there are not really that attractive. Most probably I will get the car seat from Robinson and baby cots from Ikea. However we did got some stuff for baby junior.

Another week to go and I will be stepping into my 3rd trimester. Gan chiong gan chiong. My dear now having 2nd thoughts abt the name which he initially wanted to name our little girl after he come back from Melbourne as his friends told him that the name (which he liked) is quite common and he should really find a name of intelligience instead. So he is actively looking through name books. Let's c what he will come up with this time. kekeke........

Was asking Min where to get the washing powder which she recommended the other time for washing baby's clothing and she actually went to get a packet for mi plus a tube of nappy cream. Thanks girl......

2006-10-15T16:49:00.000+08:00

Ordered this sometime ago for junior and went to pick it up today. Played with it awhile ago and its fun! Hope junior likes it too.

2006-10-14T16:19:00.000+08:00

I received this in my post box today. SAKEA SUSHI CHRISTMAS PACK!!!

Its only mid october and Sakea Sushi is doing promotion for Christmas pack. Gave mi a shock too cos if christmas is coming then it also meant that our little princess is also going to be delivered soon. gan chiong gan chiong gan chiong.........hmmmm..... but its still 90 over days away........kekekek.....

2006-10-09T20:55:00.000+08:00

oh.......btw, yesterday was Henry and Pauline's Wedding at M hotel. So hiau hiau mi n hiau hiau hubby took this photo at home before we go out. wakakakak............ my dear say who will believe that he is already 30 and going to be a daddy soon. I say he very buey hiau bai. hahahahah.......

aiyo..........i so PLUMP!!!!

2006-10-09T20:02:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhhh...................I badly need to go on a holiday!!! I am so deprive to have a good holiday at a cool country now. help..........................but i reaching my 3 trimester soon and no air craft will let me board even if I wanted to. Which means no more holidays for me till I decided to stop feeding BM to my little princess. Earliest is next year June!!! ah...............................HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

By hook or by crook I must go on a holiday by June/July 2007. ah..........................................!!!!!!
I WAN TO GO ON A HOLIDAY!!!!!!!

I am thinking of Aussie or even New Zealand. I am thinking Melbourne, Sydney, Cairns..............ah....................................now i better start saving for my big holiday next year. hm.........who knows i might save enough for a Europe trip? Ah.....but no, Europe during June/July is not cold enough for mi. If I going Europe then I got to wait till end of the year.........NO! NO! NO! Aussie sounds just as good. *bleah*

2006-10-03T21:48:00.000+08:00

To tempt that somebody........ha ha ha.........who can that be??? hm........

Mazda 2

Mazda 3

Mazda 2 better or 3 better huh? Wakkakaka.........Zoom Zoom Zoom.........

2006-10-01T16:13:00.000+08:00

Yesterday someone pressed my doorbell and I went to open up the door by just popping out my head.

Salesperson:"Excuse me, we are from blah blah blah, may we speak to the house owner please?"
Me:"Yes, I am the houseowner."
Salesperson:"WHAT!?!?! You so young u are houseowner?!?!?!?"

Me = *PISSED*

I should have step out and show them my tummy to tell them tat I am not only the co-houseowner of this house I am having a baby too!
hahahahah................

This is not the first time I had this encounter, the other time was even much more hilarious. There was this guy who came by and ask us for donations. Then he asked mi if I am still schooling. I dunno whether to thank him or "ah bish" him. =p

Btw, think my stretch marks are showing already. Just now my dear told mi he already saw some lines...........sob.........sob...............

Bought this Valencia Dress from Dune at Paragon today for a wedding dinner mi n hubby will be attending. Btw, that girl is not mi. Picture from www.dunedesigns.com.

Psst.........their collection of children's clothing is so so beautiful. Going there again soon. hiak hiak hiak.......but they are all very expensive. 1 small jumper cost a whopping $42.......

2006-09-29T22:24:00.000+08:00

This little cardigan from GAP arrived in my letter box today.
Yesterday when sending my dear to habourfront to work, passby the new shopping arcade Vivios or something city. I saw GAP logo there. That means Singapore going to have GAP soon? Whoopies!!!!

Coming soon in the letter box. kekeke.....................Ssssssshhhhhhh........better dun let my hubby know. *gulps*

Blog under maintenance!

2006-09-29T00:18:00.000+08:00

Hiya friends,
As you can see I am having a new skin. It is currently still under maintenance as there are still a number of links here and there not complete. So do pardon mi for this peroid. Stay Tune!

24 Weeks

2006-09-26T22:36:00.000+08:00

Today is my 24 weeks into pregnancy. Another 16 weeks to go and we shall welcome our little princess. Whoopies!!!

Went for a check up today and I have increased 4 kg in 4 weeks!!! The nurse who took my weight got a shock and ask mi to weigh again incase the weight is wrong. Oh my goodness, i couldnt believed it either but i really did eat a lot this mth as my appetite was very good. But i think i better control my weight gain, 4 kg in 4 weeks is too much. Which means I increase 1kg per week. *faint* My gynae ask mi if I am making up for the food I didnt really take during my 1st trimester.............

Our little princess is now weight 614 gms and our next appt in 4 weeks she will be 1kg. Its really amazing to be watching her growing bigger n bigger every week. Daddy and mummy is always looking forward to every appt. My gynae talk to me abt epidural today. Really dunno if I am able to endure the whole process without epi. We shall see........

And as requested by many of you out there. There you go............24 weeks tummy tum tum......*grins*

It's A girl

2006-09-01T16:40:00.000+08:00

Yeah...................finally know the gender of our baby. It's a girl. Which means I can now shop like crazy. hahahaah...............and i really did some serious (online) shopping this couple of days. Just couldnt resist the shopping urge anymore. Furthermore there are so many cute things around for girl girl, tell me how do I stop???? Went to the take fair last saturday to get the Advent Manual Breast pumps and needless to say some clothing for our little girl. Have fun feasting on the pinkies and dressies....hee hee......

What I got in take Baby's fair

Daddy's little girl first ball (bought by my hubby)

Carter's Bulk Purchase, these are only $12 for 5 pcs!!! Is this cheap or wat?

My Sprees!!! Ho Ho Ho!!!

My dear loves DUCKIES!!!

2006-08-13T21:23:00.000+08:00

Went to the baby fair at Takashimaya yesterday with my dear to have a look of whats new and check out a few prices of strollers and baby's car seat. The prices gave us a BIG shock. I was looking at this normal looking stroller that cost a whooping $1088!!! Well, there might be functions we are unaware of but thats really too much for a stroller. There is so many preggies around that my dear say we have to be careful not to knock into anybody there.

We went on to look at some other baby stuff. Baby's bottles, baby's socks, baby's cot, baby's clothing, baby's hats........ AND I CAN'T STAND IT ANY MORE!!! I MUST GET SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha..........................and so I did. I gotten a couple of baby's rompers that only cost $6 each, a pair of socks that is $2.50, a set of baby's pyjamas for $9.90...........aint that cheap or wat? Wanted to get some booties and mittens but there aint any nice ones.

When I was there I realised something too..........MY DEAR LOVES DUCKIES.........A LOT!!! Why do I say so? Read on......I was browsing through some racks and suddenly my dear come up to me and say "shall we get baby a rubber duckie?" I was like "HUH?" And I thought he was joking and so I looked on, and he didn't say much but follow suit. Then we came to a rack where I saw they are selling this doggie wrist rattle. I showed it to him and say aint this cute? We could put it on baby's wrist and baby can rattle it when baby moves. He said yeah thats cute we should really get it. But his eyes were somewhere else. He is not looking at the doggie wrist rattle I had on hand but his hands were reaching for a duckie wrist rattle. He turn around and say we should get this duckie one cos its cuter. But I say baby is born in the year of dog so should get dog one, but he doesnt wan to put down his duckie wrist rattle and so we decided to get both, he smiled truimphantly. We walked on and he was reaching for another duckie that is attached to a piece of cloth. He asked mi what is tat, I told him its a duckie blankie for baby. He said REALLY??? I say ya, then he say I WANT THIS FOR BABY and he shoved it into his arms with the other items. He told me he could imagine baby dragging the duckie behind when baby started walking. I was shocked.....Hahah.........u know I never thought that he will actually initiate to buy baby something. Cos everytime when I wanted to buy some baby stuff he will say its too early and wait till baby is born and stuff like tat, however yesterday when we are at the baby's fair he is looking around and bringing things to me to tell me that they are nice and stuff like tat. I dunno y but I felt very touched. Cos I saw a father who is also as anxious and excited as me about our new bundle of joy, I saw a doting father, I saw a father who wanted the best for his baby, I saw a father who wants to buy duckies for his baby.......hahaha...............I know I said it million of times but do let me say them somemore, I AM SO IN LOVE WITH MY HUBBY! kekekeke............

Time to go Gai Gai lo........HAPPY!

These are the Duckies from Daddy to Baby

On MC

2006-08-07T14:32:00.000+08:00

On MC today cos felt pains in my lower adominal when I stand. Use to have this pain and always pass it off as ligament stretching, however today was actually more painful thus decided to go c my gynae cos was quite worried abt it. Thats first time mum...... gan chiong abt everything. Also this few days felt a couple of throbbing in my tummy, is it baby's kicking? My gynae checked on me and told me was alright just need more rest n dun stand so much cos I seldom exercise last time thats y now a bit of stretching will feel the pain, she also given me 2 days MC, i doubt I am able to take both days as there is quite a bit of stuff to be done in the office.. She asked mi to go for pre-natal yoga classes to help in a bit of stretching. I think she is expecting me to have loads of stretch marks cos every visit I go she will definitely reminds me of STRETCH MARKS...... I try to ask gynae to scan baby's gender again, but baby cross legs dun show us again. hmph!

I had a lot of rest but look at my dark eyes rings..............

Had this just now, guess wat is it. I never ever did like coke before, however now every mouthful of it taste so heavenly............um..............i know i know i shouldnt b drinking it now. me bad.......=( and btw, yes thats COKE. =p

Big And Small Perfume Parade

2006-08-07T11:13:00.000+08:00

Was looking through my perfumes today and realised that I had so many bottles of perfumes. And a number comes with miniatures, so kind of bo liaos so took it out to take photos. kekeke....

First on the list Gucci's Envy Me

Anna Sui's Secret Wish (Dun you just love the bottles?)

Ralph Lauren's Romance (Almost finished)

Anyway I just loved collecting perfumes. So the more the merrier la. Hee hee..........

I decided to put this up cos I thought I took the photo quite nicely. hee hee..........dunno y the rest didnt have this kind of effect leh. Must go play play with my digital camera liaos.

Another Lazy Sunday....

2006-08-06T15:16:00.000+08:00

Dear is back from work today, went to fetch him from harbourfront early in the morning ard 8 plus. I never even wake up so early during the weekdays. hahaha...... we went to Bukit Ho swee for our favourite prawn mee and lor mee. My dear ordered Lor mee while I had prawn mee. After I finish my prawn mee I feel that I am still not feeling full enough so I ordered another Lor mee. kekeke.............yeaps, I had 1 bowl of prawn mee and 1 bowl of Lor mee in 1 morning. Actually its those not very big bowl type and per bowl cost only $2. After the lor mee I still feel a bit hungry, almost ordered a 3rd bowl but I hold back. Thats really too much for a breakfast.

Tonite going to meet Gracia and Wilson for dinner at one of my favourite restaurant up high in UOB Building (on the 62 storey if I am not wrong), Sze Chuan Dou Hua Restaurant. They served very good hot hot spicy sze chuan dishes. Um...........cant wait. Loved spicy food nowadays. Its also to celebrate Gracia's Birthday that has just pass on the 3rd August. I had bought her a bottle of Anna Sui's Limited Edition Dolly Girl perfume, hopes she likes it. I love the fragrance on it very much and wondering if I should get a bottle myself. hee hee hee............=p

Anna Sui's limited edition Dolly Girl Perfume, On the beach.

After wrapping it up....

Yummilicious Bird Nest from mummy dearest on saturday.

Playing Games with daddy and mummy

2006-08-02T22:51:00.000+08:00

Went for baby's 16th week scan yesterday. Was hoping to know baby's gender so that I can start buying some clothes for baby. Been feasting my eyes on baby's clothing so much nowadays that I couldn't resist it anymore. Mi n hubby been talking to baby to let us know gender so that daddy will buy toys and mummy will buy nice clothes for baby. So needless to say we were both very excited yesterday. Though deep in my heart I know that baby will not let us know yesterday and will instead show us some patterns. I also dunno why I got such a feeling but been telling hubby as since the last scan I know that baby likely to chut pattern and show us the new tricks that baby has learnt. Probably thats what they called "A Mother's Instinct". *grins*

So happily we went into our gynae's office and started with the scan. Once the scan got onto my tummy baby was already doing a handstand ready for us, SEE! Thats our baby. hahaha.....This time baby was turning here and there and at one point was even yawning!!! Gynae was saying "Look! baby's yawning!!!" I was like "HUH?" I didnt know baby will yawn in the womb. So was trying hard to figure out the screen and gynae showed us baby's mouth and it did open and closed after a while. Aw..............the kind of feeling is so indescribeable.

Then on, gynae started showing us the heartbeat, the heart, the hands, the legs, spines and finally going down to baby's bottom. I was holding my breath............when the gynae almost got into the right position baby's uses leg to block the view. gr.................so gynae started to change position...........and when we were almost there baby's move leg again to block. gr..................this went on for a couple of times and gynae told us that we got to wait till the detail scan to find out the gender. *sighs* Notti notti, baby wanted to keep daddy n mummy in suspense for awhile i guess. well..........daddy n mummy shall save up the money this month then.

My next appt will be on the 29th August. Can't wait as this time will be the detailed scan and its going to b 3D. Hope baby will cooperate this time and show us baby's gender and most important of all be healthy and normal.

"Baby....... no matter whether you are a boy or a girl, mummy and daddy will shower you with all our love and care. Cos you are our precious little one and nothing matters more then you arriving here with us heathily and smoothly."

Congratulations on Min's Baby Princess

2006-08-01T17:23:00.000+08:00

Min & Ang,

Congratulations on your newborn princess. I am so so happy for the 2 of you. All the hard work has paid off. Both of you is now stepping into another phase of your lifestory. May parenthood brings happiness, joy and fun to the both of you.

Happy Birthday Little One!!! Looking forward to see you soon. Remember to ask daddy n mummy to load your photos into Mummy's blog so that Auntie Sharon catch a glimpse of this little cutie pie.

My Sunday

2006-07-30T19:50:00.000+08:00

Hubby went to work early this morning and will only be back on Tuesday. Gonna miss him again. I realised that nowadays I cry easily. Be it on watching a TV programme or chatting about whatever stuff, my tears could just roll like a tap and its really hard to shut it off. Like Friday nite I did promise my hubby that I will let him go out with his friends, but when he went out I would lie on my bed and started tearing for no reasons. I wanted to be happy as I know baby will feel it when I am not but its really hard to control at times like this. I have no control over my body. I dun understand my body now........Oh dear.......

Anyway today was pretty uneventful as hubby wasnt around to let mi bully. HIak hiak hiak.........

Mum bought lunch for mi and my lastest cravings "LONGANS"! I was only telling her yesterday that I feel like eating Longans, lychees and rambutans and this morning. TADA!!!!!! Longans at my door step. I LOVE MY MUM!!!! She is always so "wu wei bu zhi" towards all of us. She make sure tat we are well provided for. Especially after I got preggy, she was always there for me. Sometimes I wonder to myself will I be just like her? A loving mum? A caring mum? Someone who is always there to protect, to feed, to lend a shoulder, to love and to care for her kids? She will definitely be someone which I will look up to as a role model. She is my "PERFECT MUM"!

My Lunch

Yummilicious sweet Longans

Lazy Wednesday

2006-07-19T22:19:00.000+08:00

Was having headache for a couple of days already, finally couldnt take it today and decided to take MC. Went for doc and lunch at compasspoint but couldnt really eat anything again. *sad*

Spent the rest of the day lazing at home with hubby watching the DVD which I bought for him. Dinner was "AI XIN" pasta by my doting hubby. IT WAS SUPERB! I even ask for 2nd servings. First time in days I felt that my appetite wasnt that bad afterall.

Hubby's "AI XIN" Pasta

Lunch Time!

2006-07-17T13:30:00.000+08:00

See wat I had for lunch today. Yummilicious!

Gulps

2006-07-16T13:16:00.000+08:00

Wat did I do? *Act Innocent......... *

Meal time

2006-07-14T23:09:00.000+08:00

Hadn't been eating very well nowadays as I kept getting indigestion. I would feel very very hungry but whenever I try to eat the food I started getting very bloated and pukey. Now I dare not even touch rice at all as everytime I try to eat some, I sure ended up in very bad indigestion. Who says that 2nd trimester will get better?!?!?!? Though I really hope that it will turn better in the coming weeks. Really scare not getting enough nutrients for baby as I couldnt really eat now and still feel nauseous every now and then.

I realised that after I had gotten preggy I start to like vegetables more then meaty food. I love Ampang Yong Tau Fu (probably reason being thats something which I can eat a lot and not get bloated that badly) and soupy food which you dun see me eating them much before. But of cos having a balance diet is very impt so I do try to have some meat intake everyday. Pork now to me smells funny and sometimes yukey but I do still take some cos a balance diet requires RED MEAT (for protein) too, plus, other then pork cant think of any other red meat that I can take.

Yesterday pester my dear to bring mi to eat popiah that we can make ourselves. It seems that the one we have been to ages ago has already shifted to Silat Ave and so I called them to confirm and asked them how long have they moved. To my surprise they had already shifted for 3 long yrs from the beach road location(this is their 2nd shift) , at that moment I realised that I hadnt want to eat that for 3 whole yrs. Dunno y suddenly have that craving also. and its dun eat cannot type. kekeke.........nowadays really have a funny appetite.

We are Expecting!!!

2006-07-08T11:43:00.000+08:00

Hiya Folks,
Yeaps thats right, as many of you might have already guessed, we are having a baby soon!!! Baby will be due in January 2007, same birthday mth as me. whoopie........

Still remember so well the day the pregnancy test kit showed Positive. I found something amiss in late April as my whole back is always aching and I become so tired everyday. I need to sleep very early every night which is not what I am well known to be doing. So the very day (In May) when my peroid didnt come I bought a pregnancy test kit. As this is not the first time I have tried using it when my peroid didnt turn up I was really expecting to c a negative sign again, I peed on the kit and quickly turn it over so that I would not be able to c the result yet. So once I am ready I turn it over in a flip! ANNNNNnnnnnnnnDDDd.............It was a BIG FAT POSITIVE sign right in front of mi. I was overjoyed. At that moment I wanted to tell the whole world WE ARE HAVING A BABY!!!! Who should I call first? Ah Nei? My mum? My dad? But wait............. I must tell the most important man who made this happen first, YES! thats the father of the baby. My Husband. :D

I called him on his mobile and when I told him I couldnt believed that he thought I was joking. But of cos he soon realised that I wasn't joking with him and he jumped for joy. This is probably the most wonderful gift that was given to us, our prayers came true. Thank you.

And now for the latest updates. Went for a scan on Tuesday and we did the NT and blood test. Everything is normal. Baby is very active during the scan and even did a handstand to show mummy and daddy. Notti Notti..........hahaha........Time really pass so fast when you are enjoying it. 1st Trimester has pass and we are now moving into the 2nd trimester. Everyday we are praying that baby will be healthy and good. Sometimes its still kinda of hard to imagine that we are finally having a baby, but with the bump getting bigger n bigger, seeing baby growing bigger and stronger in every scan, we know we are really having a baby. hee hee.........

There are definitely going to b more updates in the blog soon with all the happenings that is ongoings in my tummy now, I might even scan baby's picture for u folks to have a glimpse. So be patience and tune in every now and then. kekekeke................

I miss my wedding!

2006-06-23T18:50:00.000+08:00

Hiya folks,

Its been sometime since I last log in to blog on something. One of the reason is that I couldnt sit in front of the com for too long and been very tired recently. My wedding anniversary is just ard the corner. I really really do miss it so much. So those of you who is planning to get married soon, REMEMBER!!!, enjoy the process as much as you can. Now my life is taking another little turn, me and hubby is going to take on new roles. However, do allow me to keep this little secret with me for another 2 weeks. Last but not less, some wedding photos to share.

The sound of Life.....

2006-06-01T22:37:00.000+08:00

Bep bop bep bop bep bop bep bop Bep bop bep bop bep bop bep bop ...............

~ The Door ~

2006-05-22T12:35:00.000+08:00

When its close it'll never be open again.......
*shedding tears of despair*

Seedling

2006-05-21T00:51:00.000+08:00

A little seedling has begin to sprout.

Home Cooked Food!!!!! Slurps...............

2006-05-12T15:21:00.000+08:00

Hiya all,

No, I have not forgotten about this blog though I have not been logging in for almost 2 months! Time flies......lotsa of stuff happens, be it happy or sad. Slowly, all will b unveil. But for today just to show some of the food that I had wrap up with the last couple of weeks. AND MIND YOU! I did cooked them myself! wakakakkakaka................

First on the table is Fish Fingers, Sambal Prawns, Stir Fried Nai Bai with shrimps, garlic and chilli and Bak Kut Teh

Steam Fish with beans Sauce, Sweet Corn Soup and Stir Fried Broccolli with Prawns and mushroom

Stir Fried Xiao Bai Cai, Fried Eggs with Prawns and Fried Crispy Fish

Stir Fried Xiao Kai Lan, Fried Fish and Corn Soup

Stir Fried Xiao Bai Cai, Fried Fish, Stir Fried Black pepper Pork and Lotus soup

Alone at home... Ramen with Fish Fingers and harshbrowns.

Bintan 18th - 19th March 2006

2006-03-26T22:17:00.000+08:00

Hiyo! Hadnt been blogging a lot recently as had been kind of lazy. kekekekek..............But I will definitely try to make it up today will lotsa, lotsa lotsa of pictures. well I guess some of you must have been waiting for photos which we had taken during my bintan trip last week. Here goes!!!

Finally.....Bintan Jetty, hated the boat ride!!!! Pui!

The Beaches................OOooOoOOoO...........

The Resort..........Aahhhhhhhhh..............

The Swimming pool...............Wwweeeee.......................

After taking some of the abovementioned photos we went swimming, archery, airgun, kayaking and then dinner at Bintan Kelong. Was a really fulfilling and enjoyable day. However we did not took any photos during this time as we were too busy with all the programmes lined up. After dinner we all gathered at Bob's room and started our drinking sessions plus as usual my funny ideas of photo taking. Let's c wat we did.

First of all we need to tell ppl we are really shag after all the activities and we did this.....

Then we feel that our hands and feet suddenly looks tanned and we did some comparisons.

Then Lilian decided to give wenlong a foot reflexology.

And I going to shoot anyone who is falling asleep................hm..............who going to be the first in the queue................

Who's tat idiot who put out his leg when Jeannie's trying for a "Girl Next door" shoot.

Afterwhich is our drinking session.......and so we drink.......

and drink.......

and became Heniken Girls!!! wakakakakak..............."Beer for you sir/madam?"

Then everybody started getting tired............or high..........or drunk?

Ok I know u are not........***Censored***

ME NEITHER!!! MUhahahHahahHAhahaHHa..........

Next day wasnt really much happening, we went for the Bintan's South Sea massage and boy was the place nice and the massage was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo GOOD!!!!

And SEE Bob really enjoyed it...............hiak hiak hiak.....(Bob, if you do read my blog please dun kill me for posting this picture but good stuff must b shared right? *run away*

So do we........(aiyo "ta mo sum sum"......but who cares! We are in Bintan for goodness sake, dun comb hair also never mine, cos we are there to rest and relax...........ho ho ho.......)

I would really recommend Bintan for a short getaway from the hectic city life. Over there everything is quiet........slow........and so relaxing. Whats more its only an hour boat ride from Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal. The resort's staff are friendly, helpful and the resort is splendid. They really do make it a point that you will have no worries there and what you wanna do is just to relax yourself. It's my first time there and I belived it wont be my last. Last time I dun really like to go or dun even wanna go there, but now i really changed my point of view. So folks do go there and check it out yourself. You will love it to bits.....

Happy Couple

2006-03-08T21:26:00.000+08:00

Found this short passage in a forum and find it kinda of interesting.

A couple was celebrating their golden wedding anniversary. Their domestic tranquility had long been the talk of the town. What a peaceful & loving couple. A local newspaper reporter was inquiring as to the secret of their long and happy marriage. "Well, it dates back to our honeymoon," explained the man. "We visited the Grand Canyon and took a trip down to the bottom on the canyon by horse. We hadn't gone too far when my wife's horse stumbled. My wife quietly said, 'That's once'." "We proceeded a little further and the horse stumbled again. Once more my wife quietly said, 'That's twice.' "We hadn't gone a half-mile when the horse stumbled the third time. My wife quietly removed a revolver from her purse and shot the horse dead. "I started an angry protest over her treatment of the horse, while I was shouting. She looked at me, and quietly said, 'That's once'. "And we lived happily ever after."

Birthday Sabo 1st January 2006

2006-03-07T20:00:00.000+08:00

This come a bit late and not much but there u go.....

Nei and Mi

Yining and mi

Miss Mineral Water 2006

Air Logs Dept

Cheers!

Dinner And Dance 4th March 2006

2006-03-07T19:44:00.000+08:00

Went for my company's DND last Saturday, was a boring affair but somehow the photos we took doesnt seems to say so. See for yourself........wakakakak.............

Busy photo whoring in the toilet.............crazy mi and shanel.

TATTOO?!?!?!

My current boss with the ladies...

And then is started getting high and kissing everybody.....

hee hee.........eeehhhhh...................actually there are lots more photos.....however those are censored, so thats all for your eyes only........

My Last Packet of Cigarette!!!

2006-02-23T22:05:00.000+08:00

***PHOTOS REMOVED DUE TO TOO MANY COMPLAINS***

This is my LAST packet of cigarette le. I finally decided after so many years thatI am going to say bye bye to the smoking world and welcome fresh air into my life. So this entry shall serves as a reminder to all my friends, DUN ask mi to go for a smoke after I finish this packet anymore. I should take ard another 2 days to finish it. hiak hiak hiak.....

Nei! Dun think I dunno u laughing there say I definitely couldnt make it. I knew u will do that! But I am confident of doing it this time. C ME DO IT!!! ASK YOU DUN LAUGH ALREADY U STILL LAUGH?!?!?!? *SLAP NEI*

Nice Home Cooked America Ginseng Soup

2006-02-20T22:14:00.000+08:00

Eh ppl I can cook soup one ok? Hahahaha...................Only when the ingredients are already prepared for mi. How's that for a beginner?

Chinese New Year at my place

2006-02-20T14:28:00.000+08:00

Its all gonna be a lot of photos and photos. hee hee......

The girls!

The Boys! (or the uncles? Muahahaha....) Me and My dear at Long Beach "Lau Yu Sheng"

Me And Nei Nei

Chilling out after dinner at East Coast

Home Sweet Home Before and After

2006-02-20T13:32:00.000+08:00

Ok I promised some before and after photos of my spring cleaning a few post back but till now still have not post it up. So now here they are:

My Study table before

My study table after though still looked a bit messy but its really very very neat ya know, ha ha.......

My Living Room Before

My Living room After. Like show room or not? wakakakaka.........Dining Room Before (ok ok i know it looks terrible)

Dining Room After!!!

The other side of my dining room

My Guest room (Before) *Slaps Head*My Guest Room After! *grins*

My kitchen

My Master Bedroom

That's my love nest folks! :D

Ong Lai's 2 year old Daughter

2006-02-18T14:17:00.000+08:00

Peek a boo!

Say Cheese . . .

Dont they looked alike?

What my Birth date means.

2006-02-02T11:19:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: January 2

You're so intuitive, it's like you have a sixth, seventh, and eighth sense.You connect with others freely and easily - and you tend to have many best friends.Warm and caring, it's hard for you to close your heart to anyone.Affection is like air for you - you need to give and receive it to survive.
Your strength: Your universal compassion
Your weakness: Your unpredictable mood swings
Your power color: Mauve
Your power symbol: Butterfly
Your power month: February

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Chinese New year updates coming soon....................

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

2006-01-28T10:01:00.000+08:00

Ok so I gotten really lazy this couple of weeks and didnt update my blog since Hari Raya.... but trust me, I was actually super duper busy trying to get ready to welcome the new doggy year. Even now I am so busy but I just have to log in to wish everyone of you out here "A HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR". May all your dreams come true in the coming doggy year. May all of you be "shun shun li li li". Win money many many on the gambling table. wakakakkakaka...............

GONG XI GONG XI GONG XI NI!

Selamat Hari Raya Haji!

2006-01-10T18:19:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Haji to all the malays out there.

Yippeessssssss........another holiday! Spent the day at home lazing around eating C******** pizza. I wonder why cant they just sell 1 pizza instead of 2. Though its said to be 1 for 1 but how can I finish 2 pizzas by myself! and so thats whats left over.

I think I gonna have to have pizza for dinner and breakfast tomorrow.........I had smoked salmon and BBQ chicken. I must say that c******** pizza is so much better then p**** H** nowadays. Dunno what really happened to p**** H**, maybe its the changed of management or something, but the food which was sent was either too cold, too less toppings, distorted pizzas or all of the above. I thought they promise to send us pipping hot pizzas? I am utterly disappointed by them. I really hope that they would do something to pick up their quality, or they are losing customers fast. I still remember there was 1 time when I called them to order pizza as I was too damn lazy to go out, the customer service rep who picked up the phone was so rude and guess what she tell me? She told me that they will not be doing delivery now because they are too busy. WHAT THE HACK! Then their advertisement shouldnt be "call 6 XXX XX XX special delivery" but call 6 XXX XX XX delivery when we are free". Please...... management of P**** H** and K**, I really think you should relook into the quality and service in this regard.

Hm........did I went a bit off topic? hahah......doesnt really concide with my title eh? Maybe I am thinking of how I am suppose to finish the pizzas. Anyway its just my 2 cents worth.

Well well well.........just hope everyone had fun on this joyous festival. Wanna go shopping this Saturday. Hiak hiak hiak.........time to jam my wardrobe with CNY clothes. So far only gotten a dress and a pair of jeans. I think I would need another say 3 tops, 2 skirts, 2 pairs of new shoes, new inner wears and another new dress??? Woooooo Hoooooooo.........the thought of it makes me excited. Stay tune for my CNY buys.

Till the next time folks!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NEI NEI!!!

2006-01-08T22:36:00.000+08:00

Yes! Its Nei Nei's Birthday today! Exactly 1 week after mine. And so..............we reach home around 7am again............. I really do admit defeat to myself. Wat's more when I reached home I had to bath straight away and then send my dear to the airport. I am SUPER WOMEN. hahaha......didnt catch much sleep today as well. I think I better have an early nite today. I will leave it to Nei Nei to update on her birthday happenings. Here are some pictures we took. Kinda of dark as neither me nor nei nei bought our cameras.......gr...........

Me and the birthday gal!

Anna who gotten real drunk later on......

Once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAL! Hoped you had enjoyed your 26th birthday! May all your dreams come true. CHEERS!

More Pressies, Yummy Food and Army Training

2006-01-04T20:19:00.000+08:00

Ho Ho Ho........really am so happy this couple of days. Everyday I got to have presents from wonderful ppl. hahaha.......wonder if there are anymore tomorrow ? *wonders* Opps! ok ok, I shan't be too greedy. *bleah* Today present came from Yining, Serene and Vincent! Thank you guys for getting me such a sweet gift. I do feel bitchy already. OooOOoOOoOo........... Look at that G-string!!! Its making me hot hot hot........

Just finished a very sumptous dinner and boy do I feel full now. This are what I had!

BLACK PEPPER CRAB! *Lick fingers*

Pig Trotters Bee Hoon......oooooooo..................

Roasted Duck and Pork...........mmmmmmmmmm.............

My dear reporting to camp for 2 days from tomorrow. He is now busy polishing his boots. Look how sad can a man be.........Or is he looking forward to it?

Another Pressie!

2006-01-03T20:09:00.000+08:00

Yeapies! Gotten Another Pressie today from my dear friend Shulin. Thanks gal! One more item less in my wish list. When I first open up the pressie and saw it, the first thing that came through my mind is that she must have been reading my blog. Wahahah............And I told her its good to have a blog and a wish list especially when its neared your birthday. SEE! I got what I wish for. The perfume smelt so good I feel like bathing in it...................mmmmmmmmmm........

Opps! Forget to post my Birthday Dinner!

2006-01-02T23:58:00.000+08:00

Yummilicious Steam Boat at Roxy Square!

It'S My BiRtHdAy!!!

2006-01-02T22:21:00.000+08:00

Wooooooooo Hoooooooooooooooooooo............its my birthday today!!! Yippeess............Got lotsa of great gift from my dear friends. Was out partying with nei nei yesterday till early morning. And when I said early I meant early. I got home almost at 7am and slept when the sun is rising. Thanks babe (nei nei) for accompanying me through, I know that you must have been really tired after rushing around this 2 days between chalet, housewarming and everything, but somehow u hang on all the way till early morning. I really really appreciate that. Noted in my heart girl. *SMUACK*

And now its show off my pressie time.

Gotten a digital camera from my dear. Hee hee.........wanted to have the digital camera for ages. Finally I got it! Hooray!!! Thanks dear I simply adores it and I know it must have digged a big hole in your pocket but I make sure it will be of good use. Love u so muchie.

Next on the list is this beautiful bag from Nei Nei. Oh man..........I really like it so much girl. Is so handy and I could put lotsa of angbaos inside during Chinese New Year. It came at a good time. Now I don't have to "fan" what bag to buy for CNY. Thank you babe. You always knew the right thing to get for me.

Gotten a Song & Kelly tube top from Gracia! Thank you so much girl. Now I got 1 more item less to buy for CNY. The material is so soft and comfy. Definitely looks great on me. Hahahah.........Buey pai seh hor? lol

Eye gel from Shanel and An An. This is something which I always waited to get but lazy to go source for it. You guys must had realise that my dark eye circles are getting real bad these days will the lack of sleep huh and I think that I just mentioned it to Shanel once or twice and she has noted down in her heart. Thanks for being so thoughtful. hee hee........Now I can be "mei mei" liaos. Thank you guys!

Min and Jeannie had gotten me a sovil de titus leather watch! Thank you girls. I think I having a fetish for watches nowadays and am really glad that I gotten a watch as one of my gift. Now I have 1 more accessories to wear. Going to keep it till CNY which is going to come in 27 days. Hooray............

And also thank you ppl for all the nice birthday wishes which has been beeping into my mobile since 12am and some of them I am so surprise that they actually remember. You guys rocks! The list of ppl are Jeannie (On the strike of 12am), Jianhe, Lynn, Spursy, Ah Bin, Weiming, Jeffrey, Weiqiang, Alvin, Min, Gabriel, Laihui, Gracia, Jiaying, Danny, Vincent Lau and Vince.

Happy New Year!!!

2005-12-31T14:48:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year everyone, tomorrow will be a brand new year. Going to a chalet for celebration later with my colleagues. Anddddddddd............most important of all, ITS MY BIRTHDAY ON THE 2ND JANUARY!!!

Hahaha.......I dunno should I be cheering or hide in a corner and cry. I am turning 27 in 2 days time. Last time ppl use to tell me that once you reach 21 you will realise that the clock will tick faster, I dun believed in tat. But right now, trust my words. I do think that the clock is ticking fast.

Anyway I am going to the chalet already, so ppl out there do have fun!!!

Xmas

2005-12-24T14:47:00.000+08:00

Given out most of the pressies yesterday in office. I must had gotten the most presents this year. I actually went to the office with 4 bags full of pressies. The one I had received and adores most must had came from Nei Nei. Its a nice butterfly necklace. She really does knows what I like and really taken pains to look for it. But a bit lazy now to take photo of it to post it up. When I am free later on ba, or when I take photo of myself wearing it tonight. wakakakkakaa...............

Haven been blogging a lot nowadays. It seems like no matter how much I sleep I also very tired. I think I have not been doing a lot of exercise. Got to sign up for some aerobics or something ba. hahahahha.......................

I guess no more partying for me this year. Getting a bit sick in queueing up to go into clubs and squeezing in with everybody. But I do miss the countdown. Maybe will drive around the clubs around 3am to c those drunks puking on the streets. kekek.........bo liaos right?

Anyway, here I would like to wish everyone a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. May all enjoy their Christmas 2006.

SnowLover

We Needed more Strength

I must have been c ferazy...

My Glucose Test

Claudia Darling

So cute

Mei Mei is 2 Months old, 1st 6 in 1 & Rotavirus Jabs

Spring Cleaning time!!!

My Pride, My Love, My Everything....

Being a Mum

Happy Birthday My Dear Girl

My big 3

My hubby is a milkman

Every mom has her worries...

What I wan for christmas!

I have a Wish

A busy Sunday

Dating with dear

Home Cooked Food

Something to satisfy my need when I was a child?

Vote for Us!!!

Being a Mum

IT Fair

Should I???

Blog under maintenance!

24 Weeks

It's A girl

My dear loves DUCKIES!!!

On MC

Big And Small Perfume Parade

Another Lazy Sunday....

Playing Games with daddy and mummy

Congratulations on Min's Baby Princess

My Sunday

Lazy Wednesday

Lunch Time!

*Gulps*

Meal time

We are Expecting!!!

I miss my wedding!

The sound of Life.....

~ The Door ~

Seedling

Home Cooked Food!!!!! Slurps...............

Bintan 18th - 19th March 2006

Happy Couple

Birthday Sabo 1st January 2006

Dinner And Dance 4th March 2006

My Last Packet of Cigarette!!!

Nice Home Cooked America Ginseng Soup

Chinese New Year at my place

Home Sweet Home Before and After

Ong Lai's 2 year old Daughter

What my Birth date means.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Selamat Hari Raya Haji!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NEI NEI!!!

More Pressies, Yummy Food and Army Training

Another Pressie!

Opps! Forget to post my Birthday Dinner!

It'S My BiRtHdAy!!!

Happy New Year!!!

Xmas

Gulps